Why I don’t matter 😭😭
Hurt so bad everything hurts am so sad and try get support try all week and ends what people say not try hard enough need want get better not do enough
no one saying that got any clue how hard work all time they don’t understand and try explain no one listen im getting bad flashbacks and panic attacks and can’t handle it can’t can’t can’t
im going see my cousin one who did horrible horrible stuff to me years years just can’t if near him feels like will die am so scared am so so so scared and just need someone be nice and do ? No just ignore me lurk support room instead support not even just say im sorry that really sucks just turn to people make seem like my fault have see him saying just don’t go just don’t talk him and isn’t choice HAVE go and won’t talk him or anything but still be near still know he there and can’t do it
TW SH just feel so disgusting and dirty and keep try scratch all off me and can’t im bleeding and broken arm hurts so bad from hitting self in head
im tired tired am so tired deal all need brain shut up stop remind me stop remind me don’t want remember all things am scared scared scared why im not important why dont matter
What make me horrible person deserve all bad stuff and deserve be alone deserve no help and support 😭😭what I do wrong whole life why im like this why people allow hurt me why don’t deserve support😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@theboymoana Are your foster parents aware of what happened? You shouldn't have to be around him! Definitely an awful situation.
@AffyAvo
no never tell them what happen just tell don’t want see him don’t want them think I’m worse gross horrible kid don’t want them know I’m so bad 😭😭just if see him going panic be so bad😭feel like inside am dying get so scared don’t know what suppose do
@theboymoana I really don't think that's would be how they would see that information.
It is their job to keep you safe as well as help you get the support you need. Consider telling them something even if it's not detailed - writing it down might be an option. (but you will likely be asked more questions, I don't want to hide that what happened will likely be investigated).
Hugs! You deserve proper support and to be a in safe place.
@theboymoana , Moana, in more cases than not things do get better when one works harder. There are exceptions to that. And that amount of hardwork , how much ever it is , that is needed to solve problem each of us have got , are different for everyone. Some would have to put only little effort to it . Some others , it's way more difficult, and not everyone can. And that's not a personal flaw . Having limits doesn't mean anyone is less worthy than the other person sitting next to them. It's to be human. If that's a fault , we are all fundamentally flawed. We can try to push our limits sure , but at our own pace , because only you know what you face.
@theboymoana , You stand up for people who matters to you. Made me wish I was part of your. You're the kind of people who don't take a single thing for granted and understand the words "support" and "friends" like no other. You know the power of words , probably more than any of us. You know how words can hurt and heal. Unsurprisingly, you have a deeper appreciation for every kind word said , every tear shed , and every smiled cracked . Being wronged , in any way feels like it's our own fault. It's awful and heart wreckingly brutal. Had I been anyone who could be there for you irl , I will hug you for as long as we need and tell you how anyone's crime isn't your fault. I know what it feels to have presure tattooed on your mind and lay awake at night , waiting for an impending storm that you seem to have no strength left to run away from. It's is bad Moana. That is struggle , one that noone like you deserve to endure. But you are infact endure I it. That makes you stronger than anyone who tell you that you aren't trying harder. You are strong , I wish you could have gathered that type of strength some other way , but nonetheless you are . It is your choice whom to talk about , but remember , that's a story that deserves a listening ear and strict action.
@theboymoana
hey nahoa ❤️ i know we haven’t seen each other for a long long time, because of me, and i’m not sure if i’m the right person to be here right now, but i wanted to say that i’m proud of you for speaking up and sharing your problems and asking for help, and even though i haven’t been around, i don’t need any proof to know how hard you’re trying. you’re one of the strongest and bravest people i know, and if i could take all your hurt away, i absolutely would. if i could hug you in real life, i would for the longest time. i hope you know that you really really are loved and cared for, and just because some people don’t treat you the way you deserve to be treated, doesn’t mean you deserve it. you deserve the world, nahoa. everything good that comes with it. i’m genuinely proud and glad that you’re still here, still trying. you’ll get through this, i know you will. you’re not alone ❤️
