So isolated with DID

@mytwistedsoul

Thanks. It's just sometimes we have rapid switching and I think my system just wants someone that they're able to rapid switch with, without confusing them.

Right now there are 12 in the system... we've identified more, but I don't know If they've integrated or if they're just not being active anymore. Additionally my therapist and I have talked about fragments and she thinks some of the previous identified alters may have been fragments from part.

First is Lily. She's 3. She's a trauma holder. Sometimes she fronts when we're really sad.

Then is Elsa, she's 7. Also a trauma holder. She is a little more silly and goofy sometimes when she fronts. She's just a typical 7 year old. Though someties when she is sad she'll sit and repeat "I want my mommy".

Paige is 16. She's a protector. Primarily for Elsa. If someone triggeers Elsa Paige does not put up with it. She can be angry and has been aggressive in extreme situations. She's actually part of the reason for some of my institutional trauma. But I still respecrt her because she's really just trying to keep the system, especially Elsa safe.

There's Kimberlie she's 16 or 17. She's the social one. SHe helps and fronts when the social anxiety is getting so bad. She's probably the one that struggles the most with the loneliness the system experiences because she is so social.

Peyton is 17. She is super creative she does poetry and paints. SHe expresses the systems pain in creative ways and is important in our healing.

Alex is 23, she's a protector, but she does so in a weird way. She is prone to suicidal thoughts but she has learned that acting on those thoughts only leave more harm. Though she is prone to suicidal thoughts, she's still a protector because that is how she used to believe we could save the system from more pain.

Jayden is 22 she's pretty Jaded. She would be content just locking herself in a cabin in the mountains with my dogs and never having to deal with humanity again. She is pretty reclusive and has dark humor.

Braelynn is 28, she's an apparently normal part that allows the body to be an adult. I think sometimes she takes over as the host to allow us to work and be productive.

Faith is 18 she's not super active anymore, but she has a lot of anger toward my dad who caused a lot of my trauma growing up.

Skye's age is unknown. She's super spiritual. She's a Pleiadian Starseed and desperately whats to spread love and joy on this planet and make it a better place. But lately has been extremely discouraged by humanity.

Wrynn's age is also unknown. They are not a fronter. They're more of the gate keeper that watch's over my own pandora's box of trauma. They're sort of mystical and mysterious looking in my system, but they're pretty chill over all.

I did different colors because each alter has a different favorite color and when they journal they like to use their favorite color so I incorporated that here.