The Prayer Thread

@KLM3278 and all here ...

I just tried to tag you in a post I put in today's Trauma Check-In (for Dec 4). I'm not sure if I had your digits correctly, so I thought I'd come here and look it up. This is just a note to let you know, esp if I have it wrong on the other page, please go to Check-In Dec 4 to read my post, k? All of yous other wonderful in The Prayer Thread umm thread people ... you too, if you like please go read my post for today in the Check-In section. My anxiety, worry, concern, helpless feeling, etc has been really high today ... not fun. For sure, all prayers appreciated. Thank you, Platy <><

I last posted Nov 20. Want to thank those who have prayed for me.

Today I have another request for prayer.

This week I had to take out a restraining order against my husband. He was at a friends house when they served him the papers - they also confiscated his guns. He is a USMC veteran with PTSD been in therapy for years but as time goes by his condition worsens. I have been having waves of panic for days now. I know he is very angry and even though I changed the locks on the doors - he knows how to get in via old basement window. The hearing is this Thursday and I am facing an uncertain future. Reaching out to the local community is something I have never done. This week many people have offered support, I got my daughter into therapy and a therapist for me is scheduled Thursday (same day as the hearing). This is progress and I am trying to stave off thoughts of anger and hate keeping a hopeful future in mind. My body is still panicking and deep breathing isn't helping this time. Please pray for the situation and my anxiety.

You have my heartfelt appreciation for your time and concern.

My prayer is that people will stop doing hurtful incidents to innocent people. I feel they can control their choices made, and these decisions do not have to involve hurting others.

I haven't posted in a while, but I need prayers again. I'm trying very hard to keep my faith in God, and so far it's working; but, life still tests me, and the uncertainty of the future and no discernible way out threatens to scare me more than i should be. I know God knows the future, and the best paths for all of us, and I'm trying to remind myself of that every day. Also tyat He won't forsake us to fend for ourselves as long as we stay close to Him. It's been the only thing that keeps me going. By God's grace, I'm still standing.

My family is in a very rough place right now, especially emotionally. The lack of progress in our lives is taking its toll on us. I worry about what's going to happen to us mentally, and in regards to our relationships. Pray for God's will to be done for us soon, that we all remember to cling to Him in these trying times, that no one is tricked by false doctrine or strays from the path, and that we don't drift apart from each other. I'm so scared for my family.

First try of this ....

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If this gets into the feed I will be amazed at how easy that was!

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Hey everyone

It's been a few months

Some weird things happened during church today & I honestly don't know what I am supposed to do with these dreams I've had that kinda foreshadow things to happen

If I thought it would help ppl I would tell them but who would I tell but not all of the dreams happen ofc

I'm just overwhelmed with a lot of cosmic things happening most of them leave me very shaken

All I know is when I had a dream of a big flood, a few days later the lake we would have been at that weekend flooded

Then a few nights ago i had a dream which most of to me was clearly a metaphor about my concern for my mom but then we were in service like today

In the dream a fire started by the floor hit the Bible? Then took over the wire from our mics so all our technology was burning and all

Today in service bc of the weather our audio system just cut out & it went dark for a bit

I didn't think that was bc of the dream just a coincidence

But then our pastor was like look to the Jesus flame/eternal flames on the bible stand candles , the love of Jesus Christ & God is always there

That comforted me of course.

But then a fire truck sped by our windows bc somewhere else was burning and that scared me of course.

I hope no one got hurt wherever that fire was ofc but it was just all really eerie I hate fires & I hate when my dreams are right & I get it all might just be a coincidence

But what is God trying to say? I couldn't help anyone from a fire or flood or whatever if I have no idea where or when.

So I have to think of all the service. It rained a whole lot which is always a big thing in my life. It was about forgiving those who hurt you & God & you forgiving yourself

Rain has always been about that or a time of great change in my life. Seriously, funerals, home destruction, goodbyes, freedom. And our pastor was talking about how no matter what the church conference says they think "about homosexuality" , our church has and always will be a place that loves every person no matter what. & I know him I know he accepts me & my loved ones like me. So I know he didn't just mean tolerating us. I hope they don't fire him for being on our side. That's really important to me but I think the rain was about a lot of things more.

I just fear rain more and more.

please pray that my family finds a better place with a cat and wife.

I also need answer and better solutions for pain and female problems, may I get a recliner so I can sleep better with my gastrial reflux and cpap

I also need to find a new understanding, open therapist

The Growth Path wants me to post in the forum of one of my subcommunities. I can't find the one I'd like to post in and I'm running out of time.

1. I am thankful for medication to help (especially with the diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder) and sometimes I hate taking it.

2. I am one billion-gazillion times thankful for my SFO; it is at least in part that I am still alive because of him.

3. I feel frustrated, isolated, lonely, and thankfully not cold (atm).

4. I think I see my psychiatrist later this month - if only I could tell him how things are actually going, the way I tell you guys here.

I would certainly appreciate any prayers for this or just prayers for Platy in general. And SFO too! He's been really sick (especially the last week of February); but he is getting toward the feeling better/normal-ish part again. Praise God!

11:59pm .... The End .... Platy

Prayer Requests

1. Im really stuck in a rut of depression and struggling with doubt of Gods love for me. Lies are louder right now and easier to believe than Gods voice and promises for me. I find this particular situation paralyzing and its affecting my ability to even talk to God, my motivation to do anything and my outlook of how things are going to turn out, my perspective of myself and if things can change.

2. Im really struggling with my eating disorder