Let your emotions out!

Getting drunk on tea because I'm so freaking sad right now. :(

i feel lobnely where I my members

@Hope3729 EVERYTHING IS SO TOUGH AND I JUST WANT TO CRY AND NO ONE CARES AND I HAVE NO ENERGY TO FIGHT ANYMORE

@Hope3729

I wish could just more relax withought worries

today i photocopied my documents for board exam but the person who photocopied snapped at me and made face showing she was annoyed doing it. i was so nice but she wasn't and the worst part of it, she was nice with other customers.

*tw please be safe*

have you over dosed tonight, my love? you loved your drugs so much, as much as you loved my body. but not me. you broke the hymen of my self esteem, i've never been the same. you crushed and plucked the feathers from my wings with every touch and every text. i wonder what you've done with those pictures of my body that you begged for for hours. i hope you've burned them. i want to forget. i forgot once, yet i can not forget now. i wonder if you've forgotten. you probably have. the weed almost always made you forget what happened the day before. i can only wallow in my self hate now, at least knowing why i am like this makes me feel more complete. it's like i've filled the hole with acid, it only burns a bigger gap, for there was never cement to fix it before. but none the less it's filled. i hope me you doing those things to me filled some hole in your existance.

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU YOU USED MY TRUST AND MY KNOWN LOVE FOR YOU TO FULFILL YOUR MOMETARY DESIRES WHY DIDN'T YOU LOVE ME BACK WHY DID YOU HATE MY BODY IF YOU WANTED TO SEE IT SO BAD I LOVE YOU I HATE YOU WHY WHY WHY

i still love you, as strange as it seems. you were my first true love. and you always will be. too bad i wasn't yours. i regress. i hope you are doing well, and you've met a girl you're age and you're happy now, i believe you've just graduated. you most likely have a job and i probably have never crossed your mind in the past 2 years. i'm sorry i didn't satisfy you, i hope you forgave me.

i don't forgive you.

I've felt emotionally pent up for the longest and have ranged from feeling like crying to nearly snapping and or ranting

The original post of this thread and many of the subsequent posts were written many of them about 5 years ago! 

I agree so much with the original post - I too could use a safe spot to fully / only just VENT and YELL or SCREAM.  a place to CRY or WAIL = cry very loudly.  A place where writing about extreme emotion is okay and knowing it might be read or if I tagged someone they could read it, and know, "Wow, Platy told me she was angry with (situation), but I didn't realize she really felt RAGE or TERROR or IRRATE with that person, etc." 

so to @ASilentObserver and/or @SoulfullyaButterfly or another (L) who might be willing to 'lead' this thread here ... if anyone is willing to be a sort of 'reader and responder' ... or I guess too if no one is willing... 

anyone who sees this: Would you join me in re-creating this small section of the Creativity Corner inside of the Trauma Support community? 

<3 Platy  (Nov 15, 2023)

@AveryLove great post! I want to add that it is just as important to let others express their feelings and not try to suppress them. Dont criticize or judge, let them be and have whatever emotions and thoughts they have. Dont even try to "help" them by counter it with arguments. You can come with possible solutions AFTER they have cried out, when they have gotten everything out. And maybe thats unnecessary, maybe all that is needed is for them to just express their feelings. Maybe that IS the solution.

Let your children, friends and family be who they are and have whatever feelings and thoughts they have!

Thank you for the thread.

I wish I could leave my present living condition and choose a profession that I can love.