@VioletSurvival0
Hello Violet,
I know what you're going through. I am a student too, and I have been diagnosed with depression as well. Depression impacted my abilities to focus and my motivation to study. Additionally, every time things got hard, or exams come closer, anxiety and stress only made things worse. I thought of dropping school sometimes, and I was wondering if I made the right choice. But then, I remember that this was not my first time to think and feel so, and that I could made it before. I acknowledged my feelings, my abilities and my limits. I took good self-care of me, did some relaxation and meditation, and sometimes reached for professional help. I could make it at the end, and so can you!
You are doing your thesis now; which means you're a smart student with a big motivation and goals in life. I want you to remember the reasons you did your studies and the goals you had in your mind. Can you write them out loud here in a comment? The more goals you remember, the best.
It has been 18 days since your post. I wish to here how you're doing now.
I want you to remember that we are here at 7Cups to listen and support you through your journey. Feel free to reach to a listener if you need a 1-to-1 chat. I am MarwaneB, and I'll be happy to chat with you. 7Cups has also some guidelines about depression and test anxiety (which is a good ressource for any school-related stress), and also some relaxation techniques. Have you tried them?