I messed up
So..I'm in 12th grade now and we have an important exam in our country in 12th grade. A very tough one. Only a few thousands are selected from the lakhs(or about a million) tht appear. Many students mess up this year and so did I. I was very engaged in social media as this was the first time I was so exposed to it. Being an academically bright student ever since childhood as my parents were always pretty serious bout studies, it really has affected me badly. I feel better now that I've been making efforts to get better. But sometimes I feel awful and end up having issues like skipping meals and oversleeping at times. I really really want to get better. I really hate myself for putting me in such a situation. I don't know if there's any way back....I just keep on makin the lil efforts I can now..