wanting to relapse
aviori
May 27th, 2020
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I am struggling right now. I am having thoughts about relapsing even though I'm at the longest time clean I've had since I started self harming. (I just passed my 3 years clean mark). I feel like it's the only thing that will help me feel better right now even though I know that probably isn't long term, but right now that feels okay. Does anyone else ever feel like this?