Spiritual fatigue

I try to look at it from 2 perspectives, the left and right brain hemispheres. The master and the emissary. The left portion tells me that ultimately the reason why we have this problem of which religion to belong is because humans ultimately crave power. Humans are a kind of primate. Our bodies fulfill all the criteria. Primates come in 3 types monkeys, apes, and hominids. As the forests receded our ancestors couldn’t rely on fruits for sustenance and had to adapt to becoming more of a hunting animal having to deploy strategies. I know a lot of circles want to believe extraterrestrials like the Annuaki for example gave humanity it’s superpowered consciousness. That may very well be so however, show me the ships and all fabulous extraterrestrial technology. Truth is humanity is way older than most people think. Now did the library of Alexandra have any information about civilizations beyond Gobebekli Tepe like Atlantis or Lemuria? We’ll never know for sure.

You see we hominids weren’t meant to last long on earth do to our vicious and intellectual nature. Probably the reason why other species of hominids went extinct was because ultimately successful in destroying each other through tribal warfare. Humans actually almost went extinct a few times themselves. Either we somehow found out how to do agriculture for the biblically banned Watchers taught us how. Watchers could mean either aliens or some older race of hominids.

Now as far as religion goes that has more to do with concepts like apophenia, pattern recognition, and our amazing ability to do trauma inducing rituals. I actually admire religions for there ability to wield trauma like a Jedi wields the force. But that only comes from my ability to be detached from humanity and it’s future. I’m single with no kids, no horse in the race. I also have a keen interest in the dark visual arts. So it’s easy to see why I admire it on some level. There’s nothing I can do about it ultimately. I can’t heal people’s trauma for them. So learning to detach myself from it for my mental and emotional health.

Now the right brain. I judge a religion by looking at its art. Humans are visual and emotional creatures. The art determines the mental state of its people. I’m not gonna judge art here because beauty is subjective. Some religions and cults pretty much ban art. These are the more hyper controlling religions. I seem to love Christian and Pagan art for its darkness. Hindu art can be dark but it’s always very vibrant and colorful.

Its like this. I can’t say I believe this religion is the way or that religion is the way when they first off deny the theory of evolution with such seething passion. Because they usually end up becoming greater poster children for evolution due to how they treat others and overall behave in appalling manners. Those are hominid traits. If you’re not allowed to understand who and what you are and are encouraged to dissociate from your mind and body then you’re simply not gonna be able to transcend your animal tendencies.

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@faithfulCoconut848 If you say so...I have mixed feelings about myths, origin stories & the other things you listed, at best. But people have always made them & believed them, sometimes to the extent of considering such stories more real than the Earth & everything on it. That will never change as long as human nature remains as it is.