can't forget him

Try reaching out to him

In any way possible

@ysellian i tried, he hasn't replied and after a while someone (who i assume was his mother) harshly told me to block the number. i stopped texting it, but the number isn't blocked...

@halfmysoul

I hope some day he will have moved past his current difficulties with his mother and be more in control of his own choices.

It sounds like his home situation does not allow him to continue any friendship with you at the current time. Difficult as it is, you have still managed to keep some connect to reassure yourself. Even though it's not much, I hope that it is able to bring you some peace of mind knowing he is okay.

@0m

thank you so much for these words. they reassured me a lot, and i appreciate your insight. <3

@halfmysoul

Hello Achilles. I want you to know that 3 years ago, I was in a similar situation myself. I had experienced a similar loss and I know it can be a lot, it can change your world so much so quickly to lose someone important to you, especially as a queer person, I think, because such people can make us feel so safe and comfortable. It'll be difficult and you'll be told a lot of things by a lot of people. One of the things I was commonly told was to "move on" and I never really understood how to do this but I just took my time. Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months and I still miss him sometimes but it does not control me to miss him. So I really just hope that you're able to give time to yourself as you experience this loss. It is difficult, I know, but you gotta keep going on. I wish for your strength, dear. 💜❤️🧡