"Sleep deprived" has been gladly removed from my bio because right now I have a pretty good sleeping schedule.

queer [pansexual] 🌈

i don't think i have a gender... Pronouns: he/she/they.. Caution: there is a heavy hearted rant below so dont read if you are expecting lighthearted texts

People would go on to ask toddlers if they have a girlfriend but think that LGBTQ+ education should not be given to children. They think that queer people are indoctrinating children and sexualizing them but then at the topic of gay rights be the one to imagine sexual things. I know this because I do get that as heterosexual individuals they may not be comfortable with the idea of homosexuality but we, queer people are also at the end of the day, homo sapiens and so our love is like their love. If people imagine say two people of opposite gender romantically involved then they would imagine them holding hands or doing other things which are not explicitly sexual but with queer people, they would go on to needlessly imagine sexual scenarios as if we have a philia. They say we groom children and then go on to sexualize us. They sexualize every age group of us as if we are all about sex.  I am disturbed by their hyperfocus on [hetero]sexual activity being 'natural' due to it resulting in reproduction. But these very 'just and *scientific*' people forget that homo sapiens is a social animal and so to say that reproduction is the function of sexuality is rather minded.

I can no longer tolerate or pretend to tolerate such people for it has greatly harmed me to tolerate. 

And then there is gender. People would paint the nails of a 3 year old sapiens with XX chromosomes yet find themselves outraged if a 17 year old sapiens with XY chromosomes does it. I don't understand how we came to this, came to develop gender. It has been choking me since my birth for I have ever been told of what to be, how to dress, and the never ending pressure to man up. But I am now at peace for I have accepted that gender is only a social construct. It exists because people believe in it and I am not implying by this that this makes gender invalid. You can have a gender, and I will always respect you having a gender and your pronouns but I have been traumatized by this concept because I have just spent so much of my life being told what to do all based on something that was just given to me without having been ever asked about it. It was imposed on me and so it horrifies me to see children be gendered by their parents and then people are going to argue that kids questioning their gender is a problem. Kids questioning their gender is not the problem. It is that I think people forgetting that gender is a social construct and that's it! It is not a.... it has changed, does change and will change. It is differentiable. I refer here to what it means to be a gender. That changes. The kings of France in the 18th century wore stockings, wigs, et cetera and they were symbols of masculinity for their people and now we see the USA, a country which was besties with France, go against men wearing what they want to wear. Now men wear other clothes which are rather duller. Before the world wars, women did not partake culturally in economic activities but then they did as the men were away fighting wars. So this I think is sufficient data to conclude that society decides what it means to be a gender. Society is people. I am one person, a part of society and so I can have no gender for I too am a part of the society and my identity is no less valid than anyone else's.

Also I see people use an argument about male and female being the dominating sexes and so them invalidating anything other than the gender binary because apparently it is not biologically occurring, but like... don't you see it? It was not defined by biology what a person with a pair of chromosomes is supposed to wear, how they're supposed to talk, et cetera it was defined by society so people identifying other than the gender binary is equally valid.

I know this might be overwhelming to read but i just feel down.

stay hydrated, if you are reading this.

my favorite animals are cats

my favorite Hobbit is Bilbo Baggins [and well that is because i admire how he forced himself to go on the adventure and though Frodo [spoilers] resisted the lure of the ring, he never had a choice to go on his 'adventure'

my favorite Elf is Legolas Greenleaf and uh what more is there lol?

my favorite Batman is Robert Pattinson

my favorite Spider-Man is Andrew Garfield 

my favorite Jedi is Ahsoka Tano

my favorite K-pop artists are Blackpink and IU

my favorite uh .. let's see... sitcom show character is Sheldon Cooper

my favorite Sith Lord is Revan [if you consider him a Sith Lord]

my favorite Mandalorian is Din Djarin also I have realized that Mandalorians are so attractive and badass because they're like "Knights in shining armour" and well I do know a ton about them apart from what you might know from the series because because of my curiosity about them, I have spent hours watching The Clone Wars and playing Knights of The Old Republic and I've always been fascinated by them

my favorite animals are cats, they're literally so purr-fect :3 [particularly ginger kitties and void kitties]

If I could learn to do magic, I would want my magic power to be golden in the day and purple in the night and yes I do love magic with ✨glowy✨ stuff,,, hehe

hmmm..... at times instead of "hmmmmm" I write "Hooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmm" which is basically what Fangorn/Treebeard did in The Lord of The Rings

as for Dragons, Smaug was very powerful and stuff but my favorite dragon is Custard the dragon from Ogden Nash's ballad, "The Tale of Custard The Dragon" because Custard wasn't who everyone thought he was [in a good way] and I guess people make wrong assumptions about me too, sometimes..