I did nothing wrong, why did this happen?
Hello everybody. I am going through onf of the worst times of my life. My fiance` left me for no reason, and has not communicated at all.
She had gone home to gather the rest of her belongings and a few days before returning she ran into her X and they got back together immediately.
I am so lost, so betrayed, so much feeling like a pile of s***. I contemplate hurting myself and fantasize on the different ways I can do it painlessly.
We had a beautiful relationship filled with affection and love, but what happened? I have no clule as things were great, wonderful, fantastic!
now I am kicked to the curb without so much as a word/text/email. Nothing. She refuses to answer my calls and turns off the phone. She has moved back in with her X and causing turmoil within her family.
Why am I such a pile of crap to deserve this? All I did was love her for MANY MANY years and told her so, while she reciprocated the same feelings to me.
I do not know what to do. I am lost. I am dead. I am not worthy of love or affection? How about a bit of the truth and tell me what you did and why! But would that help my head? probably not. A short version of my story is in this forum under the
headings, it is titled Abandoned.
I feel like nothing matters and everything is over. I cry at night and scream into my pillow. My voice is gone from these actions and I have not ate in days. Constantly dehydrated no matter how much water I drink. Am I so pathetic I chased her away? Is this all my fault? It has to be. She is so great and I must really suck. I need help.