Is Something Wrong with Me?
Uh, well, hi. I'm not really sure what to say to make this less awkward soooo...here goes.
I'm 22, in high school I was never interested in sex and masturbation so I just didn't bother with trying either one. I'm glad I waited anyway. Me and my current bf went to high school together.
Well, my bf is very easily excited, which doesn't bother me because him being excited makes me excited. But when we try to have sex, it just doesn't seem to work out, and I feel like something is wrong with me.
I'll start off really really into it, but when it starts to feel good I suddenly find myself not into it anymore? Like...I guess I dry up and it stops feeling good.
My bf said there's nothing to worry about, but I feel awful for not being able to keep going, even though I really want to. It makes me feel like I might be broken in some way, which winds up making me feel depressed, even though he tells me there's nothing wrong and not to worry.
Is there something wrong with me? Should I be worried at all? I really want to be able to keep going and not worry about it, but the more I worry the less I want to do it, and that makes me feel even worse.