Celibacy
Broke my 3 year celibacy today and I feel absolutely horrible and terrible about myself. I regret it very much. I very much dislike sex, and every time in my life I've felt obligated and pressured to do so. I do it and have done it because it's expected of me. I want to cry. I feel good about myself when I abstain. I feel at peace and connected to and with myself. I feel pure and a cleansing for all my sins. .now I feel like a piece of trash. Garbage. I can't believe I did this to myself again
Be gentle with yourself and extend grace. We are all imperfect and have struggles. Don't forget there is forgiveness and the option to start again.
@lavenderCranberry3121
hello there, Cranberry. first of all, I'd like to thank you for sharing this with the community.
i understand why you feel this way. taking part in sexual actions really doesn't sound like something you like, at all, and it makes sense how it makes you feel bad that you broke your 3 year celibacy streak.
i think that not being too hard on yourself about it is the best way to tackle the mistake you made. forgiving yourself is one of the most important things to do right now, as we are only humans, and we make mistakes. <3
