I still have hope..?
So my girlfriend and I were together for 3 years in November. Recently we split and it's been the hardest time of my life we didn't have the best relationship and broke up previously I had no contact for a month and she came back we got back together. We are now turning 21 this year and since high school we have been together (2012 high school sweethearts). My question is why do I still have hope she will change her mind like last time? I'm on day 6 of no contact and I feel better. But I still find myself hoping she comes back before I turn 21 in late April. I keep praying and sending positive vibes for it. Is this wrong or what do I do? She eventually wants to be friends I think but I don't think I'll ever just be able to be friends and by the way the last text we had I replied and she didn't and that's when no contact initiated.. Any input is welcome thanks.