What's one thing most people don't know about you?

The one thing most people don't know about me is...it's even hard to tell strangers, I've really suffered because of it, and I still do, but it's not even considered a disorder ! It's seen as a blessing, but it really isn't. I have a high IQ. Most of my issues comes from it so my friends can't help me with it because they don't know and I don't want them to know because I've lost many friends when I was younger because of that and I've been hurt an incredible amount of time by people telling me "oh that's great !" when it really isn't...

None of my family knows that I have depression.

I tried to off myself once. Not because life sucked but because I knew what type of person I was becoming and prefered to end things before I did something terrible. With conflicting natures between who I was vs becoming I couldn't cope so we split. Now I do everything in my power to seal him away until I am strong enough to absorb him again without severely altering myself for the worse.

I love her

And I can't sleep at night because I love her

I would be lost without cats.

One thing most people don't know about me is that I cry every night because I know I will never be loved again.

I get turned on when watching a 1000degree knife video and idk y 😂😂😂

They don't know that I'm a sexholic and it was a crisis for my family when they found out that I'm not a Virgin cause we are living in an Arab Muslim country but I don't really care about them , I was 19 when I lost it so I was old enough for such a decision but the problem is that I have become a sexholic ...

My ex boyfriend hit me once, really hard. He's always been a good guy, so nobody understood why I left him so suddenly. We were always happy, never had a fight in two years. I told people I wasn't in love anymore, the truth is I was scared.

I was abused (physical attacks) by my brother and verbally by my father. And my first boyfriend raped me when he came home drunk.