What's one thing most people don't know about you?

When I had suicidal thoughts and a nervous breakdown, my step mom wanted to send me to a homeless shelter

When I was 10 I used to give my mom chemo shots in her legs. Sometimes they would bruise up and I would hurt myself for hurting her.

I have a long time crush with my previous professor in Thermodynamics. I know..it sucks..since I must not have that kind of feeling as a university student.

I've never seen or touched snow in real life.

I have depression.

I don't really earn enough for living and often ask money from family and friends

That a manic episode helped break my cycle of anorexia.

I think the only thing that saved me from my anorexia was a long extremely manic episode. I suddenly had such delusions of grandeur and felt wonderful about everything, that there was no room for the terrible habits I had formed.

I still get those feelings at times - the guilt about eating and the worthlessness - but that long mania was enough to let me break the habits. It's weird to think bipolar, which I'm ashamed of, actually had an upside.

One other thing is that - I was so weak from being anorexic that I couldn't stand up in the shower. I had to sit. Years later, I still sit in the shower. That's one oddity I never broke.

I talk to myself

Deep inside I feel myself a worthless dirty sinderella.

People think I am A happy go lucky person, but I am smiling on the outside but I am dying on the inside. Struggling to make it through the night. They don't know my story. They don't know how unhappy I really am.