What's one thing most people don't know about you?

I have a journal which I write in almost every night

That I am from a dysfunctional family

That I suffer depression, my family, would never understand.

That I am highly inexperienced and can't do almost anything that a normal person can do.

That I have high functioning anxiety and that even driving to work can cause an anxiety attack.

I have depression.

I'm not nearly as happy and positive as I project. Positivity is my default setting for when I'm unhappy

One thing nobody... knows....... I use to be a male prostitute... I hate that part of my life, but it is a fact. When I try to discuss it, I usaully get shut down, because it is okay that a woman has had such an experience, but if a man has done so..... he is a scum.... Let me tell you.... I was a child that was run out of his home...... So I had a choice.... Become a violent man of robbery of sell my body.................................... I sold my soul thinking it was my body.....I hate me, my life, and my existance. Tell me men do not suffer as women do... I will tell you, you have no idea what you are saying....................... Life sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I shoot up meth any where from. 2 to 10 times a day and I really want to stop

I'm actually a super hyper person but I chose to show that side of me bcs they will think I'm a weirdo so I just show this side to my close friends only