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jr50
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This is me
Anxiety Support / by jr50
Last post
 September 3rd, 2020
...See more Anxiety has been lingering for over 20 yrs. As I am older and my life has changed dramatically, I am finding it is more difficult to deal with. I have been really struggling since March of this year, a bit in January when I lost my place I thought I could stay for a while, so being homeless sucked. Now I am on my way to having a place to live again, but have to wait almost a month to move in. Sometimes I worry that this isn't going to happen, I have been let down too many times, so I find it difficult to believe anything positive can happen. Thanks for reading my partial story.
Trauma bonding
Trauma Support / by jr50
Last post
 April 30th, 2019
...See more Has anyone have this, I have learned that I have stayed in a toxic marriage because of this, I have never been in a healthy relationship, I am back to feeling guilty about my poor choices, it is causing anxiety and depression, I am recently separated from a NPD, he is trying everything to destroy me, even using my kids, my community sucks, I have so many what ifs , I fear I will be homeless soon...
June is not well
Journals & Diaries / by jr50
Last post
 June 7th, 2017
...See more I am sick and tired of Mr. Wonderful acting like he is perfect and never made a mistake, he is so judgmental! It makes me sad that I actually thought he was a caring person at one time, I have realized, he is a narcissistic person, and for that, there is no cure . I just need to get away! ASAP! he is never nice any more and others are always wrong and never him and when he is mad it is someone else's fault too. His mother is toxic, she always tell me what a great guy he is and excuses everything he does as well must be my fault. I am never going to be sane and my anxiety and depression will never get better as long as I am with him. I am getting myself to a place where I can save ,get help or I am outta here!
may is not much
Journals & Diaries / by jr50
Last post
 May 26th, 2017
...See more I am tired of having to choose, my husband is so immature, he hates my daughter, I am sick of him trying to keep me from her, all excuses , I will go without him ! With my kids, he is so fake when he talks to her, ughh, I am so stupid to even listen to a word he says!
April's thoughts
Journals & Diaries / by jr50
Last post
 May 1st, 2017
...See more I am not off to a good start, feeling really depressed, I have learned there are cycles with this dreadful disease, good days don't last, but I should enjoy them
a new life
General Support / by jr50
Last post
 April 11th, 2017
...See more That is my plan, I need to get away from this emotional abuse, it will never stop, so I will forever be anxious and depressed,.I have strength enough, but not sure about courage. I want to get my sanity back, living with a manic/ narcissistic person is suficating me, I miss my true me. I used to have fun, all I do is get put down and blamed for everything! I just need to get started on a plan, I am fearful, my kids deserve a better life too.
March thoughts
Journals & Diaries / by jr50
Last post
 April 14th, 2017
...See more Ughh , I am being triggered by the smell of old person diarrhea! I am going to go crazy, I can't stand living here, my husband, I discovered is lazy , he is all about taking advantage of freebies, as long he doesn't have to do a thing. I am the one caring for this woman, even on days I am not here, he leaves her messes for me to clean, I am so angry, I get the truth ,he does not love me, it is all about him, he tells me nothing! And if I ask , I am told it is none of my business! I am waiting for the moment to be self sufficient again, I have never be treated so horrible! I deserve better, but that won't happen, I will take care of my kids and when they are grown, I can figure out how my life will be and not depend on someone who doesn't even care if I exist!
anxiety caused by loud room or too much noise
Anxiety Support / by jr50
Last post
 August 2nd, 2018
...See more I have always had an issue with loud rooms or too much noise, has anyone else experienced that? Please, share situations like that or others that cause an increase in anxiety?
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