What's one thing most people don't know about you?

Most people don't know that I am suffering from walking depression. Yeah, many of us can go around with the day to day activities keeping a smiling face outside while weeping inside.

Quite a few things, actually...(also a chance to showcase my many flaws and dark secrets)

I am a chronic people pleaser with an empty void deep inside. I've been working on improving this for years.

I'm strangely attracted to older men. I believe this is mainly due to abuse at the hand of an older male or males.

I write fanfiction.

I'm deeply spiritual.

I had a mental breakdown after my mother died 3 years ago. It took over 2 years to begin to feel like myself again.

My mother tried to commit suicide in front of me when I was only 6 years old.

I've been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder.

I think I may have undiagnosed ptsd due to severe mental, physical, and sexual abuse as a child.

I still love my father even though he failed me.

I still love my sister even though she failed me.

I still love my mother even though she failed me.

My mother confessed to me on her deathbed that she'd been cruel to me and that she was sorry.

I used to hate my husband because he had a drinking problem

I used to hate myself.

Sometimes I still hate myself.

During my recent mental breakdown I thought I fell in love with a coworker even though I'm Married. I ignored those feelings and never acted on them because I knew it was wrong and I wasn't thinking clearly.

I have a cyst and lesions in my brain. I found this out 3 months after my mother died of cancer. Thankfully I had no cancer .

I hope that by revealing my flaws others will feel better about their own.

To be honest I don't know I am trying to be open to others about me and what I go through. I am shy and quiet but I am working on it plus other stuff in my life. I am trying to be honest with myself and express myself and do the best I can so I don't know of only one thing that people would ot know about me.

I'm terrified of sleeping alone. But I'd rather stay awake all night than sleep with someone who'd obviously want to do more than just spoon!

idk don't understand me

I have a good knowledge about animals. Especially fish (salt, fresh, and tropical). Many people I encounter get surprised on how much I adore fish.

I have depression

I have a debilitating FOJ (fear of rejection)

I'm overly sensitive and every little thing hurts.

That I don