What's one thing most people don't know about you?

I need someone to love me.

Actually theres nothing people know about me Im a mystery and a pretty tough one

Most people have no clue of my struggles. I seem very smart and happy all the time. I just find it unfair (and hard aswell) to put things on others. The only person I show my problems to is my therapist.

How close I once was to committing suicide.

That I self harmed once.

That I think I don't belong anywhere.

That I fight so much everyday against myself.

That I don't know how to stand up for myself, even though I may look tough and scary on the outside (that's why I try to look tough and scary).

I don't show much my emotions to my family normally. But when I get upset it's like upset upset and also when sad it's intense. I don't like for them to worry but I do feel and with intensity.

I tried to pierce my ear with a needle. Thought I had done it but when I tried to put the earring in, it wouldnt go in. Plus the thought of doing it again made me feel sick so I stopped.

how anxious I feel

how think my friend may made me toxic

how terified I am

How much value I give to photos being taken of me and my friends or fun things we/I do. I feel ashamed of this and almost conceited but idk, I like to have the memories.

My soul hurts all the time. I have a couple of moths without crying and just release all of my stress and anxiety and things just bottle up till that day will reach and I don't know who will be the one I'll break in front of...

I am scared of my mum.