What's one thing most people don't know about you?
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What's one thing most people don't know about you? I pick at my skin 20-60 minutes a day but I am working to stop it!!
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Julia
People think I am extremely positive. Only my close chatmate and my mother see my suffering.
They don
Name something people dont know about you?
Ever Since I was younger I have been abused by people who I thought loved me... Between being Molested over and over to my mom abusing me and calling me names. Saying I will never get any where in Life and that I deserve to be abused cause I am bad... She would say How can anybody Love you? She would say that I ruined her life and that her biggest regret was having me. That she should aborted me or gave me up... I would be afraid everyday to come home from school because I wasent sure how or what they where going to do to me... Id go days without eating cause all the money would go on the drugs or thenselves. Never would it go on me. I would never bring friends over to my house cause I was scard that they wouldnt want to be my friend anymore once they met my mom and her boyfriend. I would stay at my friends house all the time cause they cared. they made sure my homework was done and that i had something to eat.. Sometimes i would cry when i had to go back home... When i was home i would stay out all night cause they didnt care. and being outside alone was better than being home and not feeling safe.. Then my bestfriend started getting bullied real bad and in July she killed herself... Then Thats when I started being really bad, cutting, running away, not eating, skipping school! Thats the girl I became... Thats the girl I am! Now I am in a foster home, and I have a Foster mom... Everyday seems hard, but its getting better... I act out alot tho and I know I am not perfict... As much as I wanna be happy, I just having a hard time letting her in... I have real bad trust issues, and i always fear about not being good enuff.. But know that I have what I always wanted, ( A LOVE OF A MOM). I feel like I really dont deserve it... Why did she Pick Me???
Alot of people always come in and out of my life, cause I am BAD now. I have alot of things wrong with me and Im still hurting... Well I ever get Better? will I ever make anybody proud? I really struggle now with self harm and other things. wish I could just stop but its alot harder than saying i will stop... Sometimes I wish That I could do what My friend did and finally be better. Be happy and never get hurt again.. I really dont have much of anything right now... and I really miss my friend and I miss home... Not sure why I do but I do! So sorry for all of this! 
@Paytonfaye2003 You are very strong. You went through a lot, like me... I understand and I'm glad you're here... Really wish I could help or support you in a way...
@Paytonfaye2003 boy! that's a total hell of a struggle u got. N ur mom being a douchebag n treating u d way she did isn't ur fault. N u DID NOT deserve any of it. But u have to be good to urself girl! The love n the care that u deserve, you have to be d person to give that to urself, and the other people who need it. What happened to u is so fucking bad, and in fact because it has been bad, you now have to make sure that u don't let it drag u down. you have the responsibility to do the best that u can with the worst that u have. U need to make ur life a grand masterpiece that include ur scars. NEVER EVER THINK ABOUT GIVING UP.
@Paytonfaye2003
don't give up fight for yourself you didn't deserve any of the things they did to you I was rape and it still affects me I won't lie but I promise it gets easier and let time heal you you still have so much to live take little steps and love yourself bc you are worth happiness and love and a beautiful life
@Liz0093
hi ty... :(
They don't know anything about me. They only know that part of me which I decide to show them.
Everything and everyone annoys meI. stay calm and quiet on the outside, but I scream and rip my hair out on the inside.
I would probably be bulimic but I physically can't trow up. Salt water, fingers, water, stomach punches,...nothing. So I just binge and restrict.
Only my close friends know that I practice Buddhism. It's not anything that I'm ashamed of but living in the Bible belt, it has ended 2 relationships in the past year.
I
@RedSiren so sorry to hear that I'm here if you need to talk
That I prefer listening to soundtracks of video games than any other music. They pump me up, make me feel like I'm on an adventure when I listen to them.
I have a rare condition that no one can cure