me the object
blueLemon6419
September 25th
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It's 5am and I'm working through something, this is more a rant than anything else. Apologies in advance. Unpleasant, free verse thing maybe a poem. Written this morning but I don't think I will edit it. Unfinished forever. a vent maybe.
TW abuse. potentially triggering, avoid if that's best for you.
Powerless
they hold me
Closer than we should be
Warped affection
piercing holes into my soul
draining me of myself
and replacing it with shame
and all I can do is watch
from the space outside my brain
watching my body be destroyed
powerless to stop it
angry with no voice
enraged with no choice
limbs and head useless
body just a thing to entertain