Poem?

Crimson blood pools from my bleeding heart 

As the smile drips from my forlorn face 

My eyes recoil into sorrows dark damp embrace 

And the heart I painted scarlet returns to it's black frigid disgrace 

I have once again been abandoned disowned and neglected 

Once more it's just me and my shadow 

But even they scamper off into the darkness as if terrified to get infected 

Tears trickle down my cheeks as I collapse into my corner of suffering and pain 

While the tears trickle and the blood pools 

I just sit there expressionless and numb

Wondering if to the temptation to leave this world I should just succumb 

I may die pondering this very question 

Because the blood that was once pooling is now spilling into lakes and seas 

Black ink spots leak into my vision and spread with ease 

A faint painted smile slips onto my emotionless face 

As I hover into the realms of where life meets death at a peaceful unhurried pace