Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
WavesofKei
1,450 M Little Steps 5
PathStep 77 Compassion hearts221 Forum posts108 Forum upvotes168 Current upvotes168 Age GroupTeen Last activeJanuary, 2024 Member sinceSeptember 5, 2023
Bio

Hello you can call me Kei, I'm an asexual, Non-binary, panromantic 16 yr old who goes by they/them pronouns.

I enjoy reading, writing, arts and crafts, ect.

Favorite books: The Heartstopper series, Before we dissappear, Meet Cute Diary, and The Bridge.(Im always open to suggestions)

I struggle with self harm,loneliness, undiagnosed ED, depression and a bucket full of other things. 

That's pretty much it about me sooo see you around I guess.






Recent forum posts
Empathy: To Be or Not To Be
Depression Support / by WavesofKei
Last post
 November 17th, 2023
...See more This is just me venting from having a bad day.  I am like a pain sponge. I can't bare to see someone hurting. I have empathy for just about everyone and sometimes I hate it. If I see someone hurting I can't just stand by and watch I have to do something. So not only do I carry own pain around i also carry what feels like everyone else's pain too. And it's so heavy but no matter how hard I try to stop being so empathetic stop caring so much I can never do it, I have to care all the time. I am that person who never cries and never gets sad, but im always there. I'm there if you need a shoulder to cry on or a hug or you just need me to listen, I'm always there. But sometimes I wonder, where's my shoulder to cry on? Is that the price you pay for being empathetic? And if so could I return it if I wanted to? Because I didn't sign up for this. Sometimes being empathetic just hurts, especially when all you do if help others with their pain then carry it on your shoulders. So yeah thanks for listening, sorry If I kinda wasted your time. 
Poem?
Poetry / by WavesofKei
Last post
 October 28th, 2023
...See more Crimson blood pools from my bleeding heart  As the smile drips from my forlorn face  My eyes recoil into sorrows dark damp embrace  And the heart I painted scarlet returns to it's black frigid disgrace  I have once again been abandoned disowned and neglected  Once more it's just me and my shadow  But even they scamper off into the darkness as if terrified to get infected  Tears trickle down my cheeks as I collapse into my corner of suffering and pain  While the tears trickle and the blood pools  I just sit there expressionless and numb Wondering if to the temptation to leave this world I should just succumb  I may die pondering this very question  Because the blood that was once pooling is now spilling into lakes and seas  Black ink spots leak into my vision and spread with ease  A faint painted smile slips onto my emotionless face  As I hover into the realms of where life meets death at a peaceful unhurried pace
Does anyone feel similar
Depression Support / by WavesofKei
Last post
 October 6th, 2023
...See more Does anyone else feel like maybe the won't grow up or have a future? I feel like this all the time. I just can't see a future for myself. My life beyond now has always been blank. When I was younger and people would ask me what I wanted to be when I grow up I'd always just put what other people put. Now when people ask me I just say I'm going to be a lawyer, but really I can't imagine doing anything. I can't picture getting married or having children. And I know that some people don't have these things and still live good lives, but when I think about a future it's nothing there. So I was just wondering if anyone else felt similar.
Sorry for bad spelling an for no tittle
Poetry / by WavesofKei
Last post
 September 27th, 2023
...See more I'm slumped over leaning on a dying tree The leaves that the tree had shed are now soaked in my blood as I too am dying just like the tree As I sit here marinating in my own sweat and blood I can't help but think how lucky I'd be if the scavengers found me first If the leaves damp with my blood draw them near to devour my rotting flesh and tear through my decomposing organs So the vultures may rip out my muscles as the maggots and earth worms dine on my putrifying excuse of a body By then my sweat and blood will have long already saturated the fallen leaves and decayed along with them hopefully creating some nutrients for the dying tree my half eaten body rests upon I hope that by the time I'm nothing but dry bones an animal of some sort finds shelter in my empty hollow shell Maybe it'll hide in my scull or rib cage for protection from predators But either way at least my lifeless skeleton will have been more useful than it ever was while being alive
Introduction of person with no life left in them
General Support / by WavesofKei
Last post
 September 13th, 2023
...See more Hello everyone I'm not really new here but I did just make this new account earlier this week. You can call me Kei, Im ♤Asexual♤,♡Panromantic♡, and ◇Enby◇ with They/Them/Theirs pronouns. I'm not really a people person but I love to read.(Mostly Lgbtq+ fiction and Fantasy) I like to write although I don't know what you would call my works, poetry ? stories maybe ? I don't really know. But anyway I struggle with Self harm, undiagnosed depression, Ed, and a bucket full of other things. Yea that's pretty much it about me, I won't say have a nice day (do to the fact that sometimes we can't control what kind of day we have) but I will say, Try your best to have a better day then yesterday. ( I don't know why but somehow to me that sound better to me). Hope to talk with you further more in the future. Sincerely, Kei.
Search more from @WavesofKei
Community updates
Talk to an expert therapist
I have had my private practice for over 29 years in my office and for last 5...
Talk to Paola Now
Badges & Awards
23 total badges
Hand Shake First Post Reaching out Helping out Appreciated Voice Contributor Community Collaborator First Compassion Helpful heart Kindness personified Loving Soul Bundled Member Oath Compassion Hero 7 Day Streak 14 Day Streak 30 Day Streak Teammate Group Friend Forum Friend Meaghan's Heart Hang 10
Report an issue