I think I have bpd
Hey, I've been thinking lately that I have bpd, the more I read about it the more I'm certain, I can feel so good and then feel so low for just hearing a word, I'm always scared from losing people I love, I overthink if they were like 5 mins late to reply, that made them leave, so I'm lonely and I feel so empty, I can feel so positive abt some and after them doing little thing I'll be hating them and I'll be feeling like I should leave, I tend to punish myself sometimes, yeah and I don't abt myself sometimes I hate myself sometimes I feel pity about myself.
I didn't talk to friends irl or family cuz they wouldn't understand.
I can't go to therapy irl I'm too anxious I don't want anyone to know abt my mental illness.
Can u share ur thoughts with me, specially the people how's aware abt bpd, do u think that I might get diagnosed with bpd?
If u have anything in ur head u can ask me I'll answer anything.