Soul, Bunny and Ni’s Space
@mytwistedsoul @amiableBunny4016
I realised the three of us talk a lot across forums and diary spaces. 💙 And over some time our friendship has grown. I honestly love seeing you both around forum-land and thought if your both comfy with it, we can have a forum space to chat (?) idk. Just a forum to send hugs and talk and be there for each other. if okay.
if either of you feel not so comfy with this space, that completely okie. 💙 i can ask a forum mod to nom it for us. 💜 sending big hugs if okay and lots of love.
(this forum space is for @lovemymoonflowers, @mytwistedsoul and @amiablebunny4016 only. 💙 please don’t post here unless your one of those hoomans. thank you)
@mytwisedsoul
Hi soul friend. :) these are just some random quotable things from bunny (and me) to make you laugh. 💜 I guess it’s a hint of the kinds of weird conversations we have. 😭🤷🏻♀️ :P
Cast: Little Bunny as Bunny, Moon Pie as Ni.
1.
Bunny: Technically I just need 2 pieces of bread and my self worth to make an ego sandwich.
2.
Bunny: im tired
Bunny: too bad its not bedtime
Ni: you can make it bedtime
Ni: by going to bed
Ni: and sleeping
Bunny: wow
Bunny: its 5 in the evening
3.
Bunny: I don’t think I want to suppress my ego.
Bunny: I love my ego.
4.
Bunny: Like is it tiny tiny - like tiny or teeny tiny - like particles
5.
Bunny: Bob the builder can he fix it
Ni: no sir no sir three bushels full
Ni: no wait that’s from baa baa pink sheep
Bunny: Ni are you good
Ni: everything is awesome
6.
Bunny: Imagine someone reads this conversation they would think we are ceaxy
7.
Ni: the post is being maded
Bunny: the english is not englishing
8.
Bunny: i started that book i was writing after 3-5 business days of contemplating my life decisions
9.
Bunny: I should sing you happy birthday in english and in my home language and in spanish and…
Bunny: Dude i don’t speak Spanish
10.
Bunny: call me a banana and i wouldn’t mind
Bunny: bunny the banana
11.
In which Bunny and Ni have the chips vs. fries conversation
Bunny: I’m snacking on crisps and my hands are sticky so bare with me
Ni: Chips? that’s so relatable though.
Bunny: We call it crisps here.
Ni: We call it…
Bunny: Chips is the other thing
Ni: I call them fries
Bunny: Crisps are crisps. Chips are chips.
12.
Bunny: Cows
Bunny: Go
Bunny: Moooooo
13.
Bunny: i've been around british people my whole life. thats what makes me so british.
14.
In which Bunny begins to develop an obsession for unnecessarily long words
Bunny: Do you want more long words?
Ni: nO
Bunny: Okay. Just lemme know. I have lots of them.
15.
‘Bunny: I should carry a dictionary around with me
Ni: Says the girl who has a list of unnecessarily long words
16.
Bunny: I spend my time so wisely on these long words. I’ve only started obsessing over them last night
Ni: Wow. just wow.
@amiableBunny4016 Here it is. 💀
@LoveMyMoonflowers
wow. who knew me and you could become so quotable lol 💙 I enjoyed collecting them with you 🤣🤣 thanks ni.
@amiableBunny4016 And the fact that that wasn’t even a fraction of it. 💀😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
😂😂😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣 quotable Ni and Bunny 2024
@LoveMyMoonflowers @mytwistedsoul
Soull if you have any more quotes of your own that are quotable ✨ we can add yours too. To make it more diverse ✨ humour is the spice of life /j
Bunny :)
@amiableBunny4016 @LoveMyMoonflowers
😁 You two have some very interesting conversations!
Cows go moo. Bunny the Banana has a nice ring to it 😂
Post is being maded is definitely my kind of language 😂 Pink sheep? Is it really a pink sheep? Inquiring minds wanna know 😁
Tbh I can't think of anything quotable I might have said
@mytwistedsoul indeed 💀
Ohhh gosh. pink sheep. pink sheep is a youtuber. 💀 I never got over the name pink sheep when i was 10-11. it stuck with me. Pretty soon i changed the song to baa baa pink sheep lmao
i just googled “pink sheep” and an article came up: “don’t fear your inner pink sheep” i wanna know what that’s all about 😭😭😭
I’ve seen several quotable things you’ve said in the past tbh just never properly quoted you 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers 😊😁 It's a catchy name lol and now that song is stuck in my head 😂
@mytwistedsoul noooo. I'm so sorry lol
@LoveMyMoonflowers No worries 😂
I miss you guys
i'm sorry.
@amiablebunny4016 @mytwistedsoul
came back to write something that will probably turn out to be super cringe and won't express even half of what i want to say but oh well. And idk why im even writing this i just wanted to say something. bleh. And no need, no pressure to read this rant of mine… :'P
it's kind of weird when you first meet a friend and you slowly start to be friends, you don't think about the time you'll just start to drift away. Some friendships end abruptly. And other times, we just drift apart… i know we don't mean it to be that way because the three of us are all probably pretty busy with stuff happening in real life and in our heads and when we're all quiet it’s kind of… hard to say something. Like i want to say something. I miss you guys and think about you every day but i'm just quiet. Idk. I miss us, the days we used to talk a lot yk… we were this little trio and it was weird and fun and beautiful and i just miss all of it. it's kind of odd how in those moments it feels like a lifetime and then once that lifetime is over it's gone and i can't… go back yk.
yeah no… idk what i'm saying. i don't know what my point is.
Since i was little i kind of realised i can't do friends properly. i'm always the one to mess it up somehow. too loud, saying too much, get too attached, get too clingy, say too little, be too quiet. i always feel like every person i meet whether irl or online is this special beautiful blooming flower and what if i crumple it? What if i just end up hurting everyone yk. I'm sorry if i hurt you somehow. Soul or bunny, or both of you.
…yeah…
Idk. *tries to think of something else to say*
i will come back here if i… idk. Yeah. Unless i fall asleep.
*runs off and hides*
Ugh i hate what i wrote here already. Part of me wants to keep it and the other part wants to get it deleted. Time to overthink bahhahhh…
i’m being cringe i should shut up 💀
@LoveMyMoonflowers @mytwistedsoul
I may or may not have missed this tag from 2 days ago or i just didn't recieve it 😂 bunny's brain is not braining anymore. but yeah, i hear what your saying Ni. people come and go from our lives, some raise *** and some are merely just strangers , some we like to call best friends, and many we like to call our family. And when they leave unexpectedly, or something happens, circumstances change, your left to wonder.. about that person. or left to wonder with memories that you hold with them, or wonder how they are. you can wonder anything about someone at any point.
similar to what me and soul were talking about the other day in my little diary thread 😊 we were talking about being afraid to say hello because we thought the other person was busy or we don't want to disturb them! its all about coming over that fear. (it also makes life feel a little less lonely from time to time!)
Since i was little i kind of realised i can't do friends properly - I have to say Ni, this is so thought provoking in so many ways and as i am a little deep thinker it puts all sorts of thoughts into my head. I think we all don't know how to do friendships properly! I mean how do you do life properly? lol. Friendships, relationships, life, people, they are all weird things and i don't know if there is a proper way of doing them. they just work somehow.. and end somewhere in between lol.
and also to my dear ni friend, going back to what soul said, you haven't hurt us. i've actually missed you recently, its been such a long time. i've missed your jokes, and the funny conversations we have 1 to 1, and the deep conversations, and the lovely chats we have with soul supporting each other and holding each other through difficult times. i know friendships are fragile, and sometimes you feel like its all crumpling over and breaking apart, but we are here together... for now. I hope so. <3 and you are here too, and i'm glad you are.
your amazing <3
best wishes,
bunny
@amiableBunny4016 I read all of this but i'll get back to this soon. or i’ll try. You know me with the “I’ll reply later” thing 😭 but i’ll try fr. *hugs for bunny* ❤️ (if ok)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
cool thats fine ni 💙
@amiableBunny4016 ❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers Hey Moon Pie 💙 It's nice to see you! I've missed you. There's been so many times that you've run through my mind and so many times that I've thought about reaching out and checking in with you. I've been pretty bad at that lately with everyone
@mytwistedsoul hi soul friend ❤️ it’s good to see you too. and no, it's okay. It happens. i've not been very good at checking in either… life can be busy and sometimes it' scary to say something and maybe it's just easier to be quieter… 😅
true. you kind of just learn as you go along.
❤️
*Big hugs* Lots of love to you too Soul. how are things? how's life been treating u? *No pressure to answer* and yeah, I'll try lol.
@LoveMyMoonflowers You're right. Sometimes it is scarier to say something. Worrying that the words will come out all wrong and someone will get upset, hurt or offended. I worry too that I'm bothering people so it's easier to just up vote and silently show support that way.
@mytwistedsoul yeah, exactly. And then it's like… i should have said something, i wish id said something, but maybe again it’s good that i didn’t say anything, even if i wanted to say something it’s too late now…
oof. Life is mean. I'm sorry soul :( *hugs* I get that tho. just when things seem to be getting better, that's when life decides nope! At the end of the day it feels like this whole life thing is just going around in circles and nothing really changes much. or idk maybe that’s just me :p
i typed a whole bunch of stuff after that but decided to delete it 💀 hehe.
things are okay. i got behind w my schoolwork recently so i have a lot of catching up to do before my first semester ends. It's just school that takes up the space in my brain these days and… Yeah. idk what else to say 😅 i’m alright on the surface yk? but under that theres stuff i'd rather tuck aside and ignore.
@LoveMyMoonflowers That first little paragraph is so true! "even if I wanted to it's too late now" sometimes I take too long thinking things over in replying and then I think what's the point now lol
@mytwistedsoul I can't really sleep lol so i'm replying to this real quick
yeah, same, exactly. 😭 I mean, usually it does take a while to think of something to say but then once u have something to say it feels too late bc idk we think… *points to the paragraph i wrote earlier* that + more overthinking :> Yayyyy… :') and it’s so rapid too idk like the thoughts come spiralling out, at least for me, and they go round and round in circles sndjdjjsjdjd
Yeah… Ugh yes that’s so true though even our brains lol they seem to think it's funny giving us headaches (literally and figuratively)
Yeah. 😞 I'm sorry you pretend too, Soul. ❤️ I used to think… being an adult would be easier but now i'm starting to think it’s probably the same as being a kid/teen in some ways and heavier/harder in others. I wish there were people we could be 100% real around, even if just online, Idk. But it’s like there are always small pieces of ourselves we're somehow afraid of, or ashamed of, or it‘s just for us, can’t tell anyone. and sometimes that feels ok and other times it feels like the loneliest thing in the world. I mean people understand each other but we don't understand each other 100%. there are always things we just bear alone.
Sometimes that self is blurry too, idk, for me at least. And when you start to wear the mask too long, all the time, everywhere… You kinda start to wear the same mask around yourself too. Idk. and when you take it down you can’t even recognise yourself anymore.
Bleh. Sorry. ranting. 4 am thoughts for Moon 💀
@LoveMyMoonflowers Yes! You can almost feel yourself start to get sick from the constant going in circles. I can be fine for the longest time and then that insecurity pops out and it's hard to get it to go away
@mytwistedsoul yeahhh… :/ I wish i could take thr words “brain dump” literally. take my brain, and dump it in the bin. Done. 👍 lol
Yeah, i can imagine. and yet i can't. Bc idk what that's like. Wait, well prepared? There are people who are well prepared for life/adulthood…? o.0 😭 It's weird, we were just talking about this kind of thing, the becoming an adult thing in teenie land.
Yeah, that’s true. And it's just… people are scary. talking to people is scary, talking to people about the *** in your head and your life is… terrifying, sometimes. Idk. it's lonely to be quiet but that loneliness is a strange mix of both peace and a quiet agony. That loneliness is safe but… yk. Oh well.
i kind of wish there was a feature here where u could have like private threads? Idk. i mean it would be nice to make threads and not have anyone but yourself see them and u can post your thoughts there. I know they have the diary feature on profiles here but it doesn't give the same catharsis you get when actually posting things if yk what i mean?
yeah, same… Honestly. I gave up trying to understand myself. trying to make sense of all the weird things. Me isn't me, me is me 1 and me 2 and me 3 and they aren't even me but cjdjdjdkd none of this makes sense, its all a blur, let's just give up because we’re tired, hold on why we? it's too confusing and scary unfamiliar territory to explore so i'd rather just sit on my side.. quietly confused, denying all of it, probably faking and being stupid anyway, try to forget, wear another mask.
lol sorry that was too much. Bleh. Anywho. baaa baa pink sheepppp.
I get that. change can be both… good and bad, healthy sometimes, other times not so healthy. And what is healthy anyways? :') it's weird, sometimes I wake up in the morning and see the person in the mirror and i just… don’t recognise them. Like physically. like who tf is this? Even mentally at times but physically it’s the weirdest feeling. Idk if its just me 😅
why do i blab so much o.0
yeah, I did. thank you ❤️ how bout you? You been getting sleep recently soul?
@LoveMyMoonflowers I know that feeling :/ Brains don't seem to be very user friendly do they?
@LoveMyMoonflowers @amiablebunny4016
Just wanted to wish you both a Merry Christmas. 💙
@mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers
Merry Christmas Soul! 💙
@amiableBunny4016 Thank you Little Bunny! 💙
@mytwistedsoul @amiableBunny4016
Merry christmas friends ❤️ *Hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs* 💙
