Soul, Bunny and Ni’s Space
@mytwistedsoul @amiableBunny4016
I realised the three of us talk a lot across forums and diary spaces. 💙 And over some time our friendship has grown. I honestly love seeing you both around forum-land and thought if your both comfy with it, we can have a forum space to chat (?) idk. Just a forum to send hugs and talk and be there for each other. if okay.
if either of you feel not so comfy with this space, that completely okie. 💙 i can ask a forum mod to nom it for us. 💜 sending big hugs if okay and lots of love.
(this forum space is for @lovemymoonflowers, @mytwistedsoul and @amiablebunny4016 only. 💙 please don’t post here unless your one of those hoomans. thank you)
@LoveMyMoonflowers @mytwistedsoul
Thank you for creating this Ni.
Lovely to see you soul.
@amiableBunny4016 It's nice to see you too 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers @mytwistedsoul
@amiableBunny4016 *sending big hugs back* 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers @amiableBunny4016
There needs to be an easier way to navigate and find things around here 😜
Just wanted to check in. We've all been so quiet lately 💙
@mytwistedsoul @amiablebunny4016
true… we’ve been quiet. 💜 hehe. idk how i’m doing today. *** tbh. i’m alive. and trying and idk. wbu both? 🥺💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers It's ok not to know. Most of the time idk either or sometimes we do know but are worried we might be burdening others 😕
Me - I'm exhausted. But there's coffee. It's cold and snowy out with more snow on the way - which reminds me -
Do you know how I can squeeze this through the Internet so you can also enjoy this white fallout? 😁
@mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers
I hope your enjoying life as it goes (both of you) 💛 (try) to take care of yourself and of course, i will try to be around and tag you both 💛 i know life may be a struggle, but we are here for each other every step 💛 enjoy the snow soul! haha <3 *sends hugs to both of you*
@mytwistedsoul
true… tbh things have been crazy on and off cups. 😞 especially today. oof. idk what to say. 💜
things can be exhausting, yeah. 😞 sending hugs your way if okie 💙 we’re here for you if you need, okie?
hehe that picture is so beautiful. 💜 snow is so beautiful but we don’t get it here :') oof. maybe i can go live in that lovely picture for a while. 😛
@LoveMyMoonflowers
aww Ni 💛 i know life can be crazy sometimes and it can be really stressful and overwhelming 💛 *sends hugs if okay* we are always here to talk and of course, only if you feel like you want to, there is absolutely no pressure 💛 life can be really messy sometimes, just know that its normal to be a mess sometimes, for life to be all over the place, for life to have no direction yet it feels like we are all over the place 💛 its okay Ni. 💛 its a beautiful mess 💛and its a crazy world we live in. your amazing 💛 im proud of you for coming this far. you can do this 💛
hehe snow is fun! 💛 *sends hugs to Ni* rawrrr! hehehe
@mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers
hi , due to pressure and school work/exams (this time its actual bad pressure lol, too much to do) there is a decline to 7cups timing. bare with me lovely hoomans!
@amiableBunny4016
awwe no that’s okay, lovely bunny, no worries. 💙 me hopes your just safe and being kind to you 🥺 school can be a lot and vv overwhelming. 😞
@LoveMyMoonflowers
eh, its just alot of tests/exams 💛 its actually going well and im getting at least A+ to A* in most of my subjects. i just got to push a little bit more. sadly next year there will be even more pressure haha 💛 *sends hugs to Ni* your awesome! 💛
@amiableBunny4016 No worries Bunny! Good luck on your exams and school work. We'll definitely bare with you 💙💙
@mytwistedsoul
💛thank you soul! 💛 keep being awesome!
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm sorry to hear that's things are crazy on and off of here. It really sucks when things get wonky in what's supposed to be a sanctuary 😞
@mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers
i have a maths exam tommorow T-T and im nervous as heck. <3 but im sure it will go okay!
@amiableBunny4016
mathhh :0 yk i usually just yeet math. 🧐 lmao. 💙 hope it goes okay lovely :')
@mytwistedsoul
hehe yeah. It’s fine 💙 and yeah it’s pretty warm here. 😅 compared to colder places. lol. It’s like 19 outside now xD hehe. 💜
and yes, defos, cheering for our bunny bean 🥰 A’s are awesome 💜 and A stands for our Amiable Bunny friend 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers @mytwistedsoul
nooo you all are being too nice to me🤣 awww thank you nii! ni= non-judgemental, noble, nice. soul= sweet, smart, sensible, selfless. *sorry my vocabulary is not very good*
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016
lol, nuuu, our bunny bean deserves all the niceness and kindness and love.🥺 fr when someone is kind to you you absolutely deserve it lovely. 💜 fr. 💙
and lol 😅 ni is not noble xD good word, though 😛 and dw your vocabulary is good. 💜 me and soul buddy read bunny friend’s writing before 💙
me agree with bunny 💜 soul buddy definitely vvv sweet, smart, sensible and selfless 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers @amiableBunny4016
When I'm considered the sensible one there's a problem 😂 😂 Idk- compliments are hard to accept aren't they?
Math! OMG eww! I'm horrible with math. I agree with Moon and say we yeet it - far far away
You'll do great though Bunny cause you is a smart bunny! 💙
@mytwistedsoul @amiablebunny4016
gosh… compliments :') so hard to accept… oof. It’s okay though. i think bunny bean once said something like ~ someone will call you beautiful and you’ll never believe them. someone will call you ugly and you’ll believe it for the rest of your life. or something like that :') i’m bad at remembering quotes. but it’s true. :') it hard to see the good in ourselves and it hard to accept compliments tbh. 💙
ikr math is so ew. i have a teenie friend on here who always kicks/yeets my math hw for me. he and i hate math lmao. 💜 somehow i can get by in math, somehow but ngl can’t really understand it and it hard.🤧
but yes 💙 bunny bean’s already gotten so many A’s 💜 me sure bunny can *ace* (which starts with an A! Hehe! I’m having too much fun with this) the math test. Or exam. is there a difference? 🧐 hmm.
sending hugs for you both if okay
@LoveMyMoonflowers @mytwistedsoul
me knows compliments are difficult to process <3 aww Ni, you got the quote righttt! hehe. dont worry its difficult to remember. mathss is just.. that subject i hate and love lol.
@LoveMyMoonflowers @amiablebunny4016 I remember reading that quote and it is absolutely true how it works that way. Probably because the nice things said seem like a foreign language because it wasn't something that was heard before. The mean stuff matches what we've heard in the past so it's familiar and even though it's all bad we find comfort in things that are familiar 😕
Eventually we'll learn this new language - I hope so anyway 💙
@mytwistedsoul
couldn’t have said it better tbh. it’s like… sometimes it’s like idk recordings in your head. The words. They sting. Words are just freaking words but they can have so much impact tbh. I used to wonder why the hurtful words are the ones we remember the most. 😞 it’s hard. our brains seem to be used to the negative words, the mean and hurtful ones. The ones that sting. And our brains see it as truth ): it’s hard to accept the kind words. 😞
I hope we can learn this new language together too. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers @mytwistedsoul
we are humans. we have been sold the idea of not being good enough by society. we have been sold ideas about having a great perfect body, have a great family, have a perfect life, grades etc. but thats just.. a masked version of what society expects. so we try to be that "perfect" version. yet can never be "perfect" or what society or our family wants. so we doubt ourselves. our families tell us we arent good enough (this isnt for all families), our grades make us have higher expectations of ourselves, and trauma....it can make us believe things that arent true. we are social creatures, we want approval from others. we make ourselves strangers to this good language. our brain is hardwired to believe negative things. words for as long as we know..... well.... according to one quote its the worlds most dangerous weapon known to man. words stay with us longer than most things do. <3 but anyways, i am not gonna ramble <3 *sends comfort beams to both of you if okay*
@mytwistedsoul @amiableBunny4016
hey both 💙 i’ve just been thinking of you :') it’s been quiet in this space lately. 💜 how’re you both today? 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers @mytwistedsoul
alive. you?
@amiableBunny4016
alive… is good. i’m glad your alive :') but… i wish i could make things better in your world. so it would be better than just alive. 💜 sending hugs your way if okay 💙
i’m fine thanks
@LoveMyMoonflowers
alive is not good sometimes. but hey..... <3 fine? you alright? i know things are hard for you at home Ni and im not going to pressurise you to share anything 💙 you don't have to talk about it with me. but im proud of you and i love you for you💙 alright? and when that time comes... where you want to be heard... we are always here to listen okay? 💙
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 @mytwistedsoul
true :') i suppose a better word would be… hard. being alive is hard tbh. getting up every day, waking up and going about your day is hard. most of the time it’s not just going about one’s day :') it’s… much crazier than that. 💜 i wish we could just have days set aside just for hibernation lmao 🤧 like some animals hibernate T^T if i had a choice to be a bear, and be able to hibernate, i would gladly be one lol. 💙
awwe lovely your so sweet. :') me knew bunny bean would detect tbh. ik some people out there… they just ask how are you, just like that. :') but people like bunny bean care 💜 and that means the world. I appreciate you lovely 💙
stuff at home… idk. I feel like i’m overreacting. At the same time i’m coming to realise some things about this place. about everyone. about myself. and it’s hard. i can’t accept some things right now :') just tryna ignore it all. 💜 idk. *hugs you if okay*
Me loves bunny friend and soul lots. Every day… it’s hard. To get through each day. I actually have no idea how you do it. You and so many others. I admire your bravery tbh. :') i admire how… you… and so many others… when the world just - when everything gets too much, and it just doesn’t get too much for one day. It’s like… overwhelming every day. you just don’t give up. :') and i admire and appreciate that so so freaking much. Like seriously 💙 sending big hugs for you both if okay
I’m talking too much lmao 😶 oops
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I like Ni's talking 💙 i love how you talk so .. i dont know how to describe it.. you talk like your actually in front of me. like im having a real conversation face to face💙 yeah, i guess its hard to get through each day. awwww, your so sweet Ni 💙 omg im gonna cry lol thats so sweet. im glad we can give you a little bit more courage to keep going 💙 love you Ni! rawrrrr! hey, i hope things get better at home 💙 its not overreacting my friend 💙 sometimes things get hard, its okay to talk about it 💙 and you are human, you have feelings. its okay not to be okay 💙 *sends hugs to ni if okay*
@amiablebunny4016
your reply melted me. 🥺 me loves you so so so much bunny. 😭 *hugs you vvvv tight* 💙
i think the courage is much needed tbh. We need the courage. To keep going every day :') oof… T^T does bunny friend every feel like one day is… a whole year? It feels so long sometimes. The worst days feel the longest. :') at night i think lots and reflect 💜 and i think… that… the day felt so long. it was just one day. but it felt like an eternity.
Of chaos. And… idk. :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Ni. I live by moments, not days or years or months 💙 moments feel like forever. every second is painful. i ache and bleed on the inside but on the outside i can put on a fake smile and i can walk and talk and do everything i need to do 💙 apart from being a child. i cant be a child. so i understand you in a way 💙 i understand how every minute is painful and crazy and the world is crazy and days feel like forever. i know sometimes we feel happy and joyful, sometimes we forget time exists 💙 it slips by us. we don't realise how it goes by.. and yes its a rocky journey 💙 i just try.... to find beauty in this journey. and maybe one day... i'll find peace yk?
@amiablebunny4016
me gets that bunny. tbh… i think - every human’s experience is different. No two people are like 💙 so we have different experiences too :') but it’s beautiful how we can still connect with each other, in different ways. 💜 it’s beautiful, i think. 💙 that’s one thing me loves about bunny bean :') you always try your best to understand 💜 and you best is beautiful. 💙 i appreciate you.
idk what hope is tbh. Some days… well, not some days. Most days. I feel that idk what hope is. but i just hold on to it, despite not knowing what it is - exactly, how it works, why i even *** have it at this point. but i have it. And i hold on 💜 and i guess we have to hold on to this little hope we have left together 💙 i hope bunny friend can find peace someday :') we all deserve peace. Love. Care. To be respected. To be… safe. :')
Safe… what is safe anyways. :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers @amiableBunny4016 Alive is definitely good. It's tiring though isn't it? I've decided I'm getting old 😂 Where you move the wrong way and get a crick in your neck old
@mytwistedsoul
:') being alive is a mess… it’s a mix of all things beautiful, all things ugly and all things idk. Those *** you can’t describe. being alive is damn hard… :')
again i wish i could just hibernate lmao 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers @amiableBunny4016
Living by moments definitely sums it it. One moment to the next and it somehow adds up to a life. Hopefully it's a good life but I'm not sure who decides. Us I would imagine. You're right though it is a mess and it's hard. We're ill equipped to handle adulthood that's the problem. Mentally and emotionally. The directions we're giving are so screwed up and nobody taught us how to navigate but we figure it out in our own way
Be someone that you're proud of 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers @amiableBunny4016 *sends bunches of hugs back* 💙 Thank you 😊
Lots of love to you both 💙💙
@mytwistedsoul
i’m saving those hugs for later 💙 on the nights i’ll need them most :') hehe. 💜 thank you both 💙 sending lots of hugs right back 💜 and lots of love
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs* .........
@amiableBunny4016
:')
i’m sorry i talk a lot. oftentimes when i talk something comes out all wrong. :’)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Ni... its not you. okay? you didnt make me upset. im fine. what you said was right. i agreed with it. it wasnt angry. okay? its okay.
@amiableBunny4016
okay 💜
is bunny bean really fines? 🥺 (no pressure to answer ^-^)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I'm fine. :')