Safe hideout for Kyler and Grapes
This is a hideout for Kyler and Grapes. If you are not Klyer or Grapes, please do not respond. Thank you 😊
tagging you, @kylersartpace, to let you know this is here 😊
Can't wait for all the fun things we're gonna do 😃
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
hi...
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
hey...idk if youll even see this...i just wanna say...im sorry in advance...
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
ok...hi...so ehh...its been a really bad week for me...the only good thing that happened this week...was getting with my gf...so everything that happened well TW in advance for sh
well tuesday was having a hard time then 1 of my teachers forced me to talk about me being bullied which caused me to breakdown crying infront of her and have to then act as if i was ok instantly even though i was shaking and couldnt breathe couldnt focus all the rest of the day then wednesday i had a mock oral which didnt go well because i couldnt study for it the night before then got in trouble by a teacher for not having much things done for that class that we were working on even though i wasnt in the class for most the time we were working on it because i was gone to do my oral thursday i got dragged out again to talk to my tutor about the bullying and was forced to say names and all friday i dont remember what happened really yesterday i had a bad one passed out 3 times on call with my gf then relapsed and along with that last night i had a bad nightmare then today ive been dealing with adhd paralisis and cant get something done thats for tomorrow and my laptop charger is probably broken from bullies throwing it on the floor meaning if thats broken i cant use my laptop at all meaning i cant do my school work then after that i was saying it to people on here and they were pretty much saying anxiety isnt an excuse for not having work done when anxiety is nothing to do with adhd and then were saying im making excuses for not going to the doctors then realised i hate the word bye...i was saying bye to my gf (yeah...the person i like...ended up liking me...and we got together on friday thats all i remember from then) but i struggled saying bye to her...even if it was just so she could sleep...it just caused flashbacks of everyone leaving and stuff....oh...i also nearly punched the wall or bashed my head on the wall because of the charger thing...and then the people just sent me further over the top to want to do it...my gf had to calm me down then...
i think thats it all...sorry its so long...
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
ok i could only find 2
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
hey...so...the question was what would u miss about me if i was gone...from cups...
@kylersartpace
Thats a super easy question!! You know what I would miss about you? I would miss ur shy hi's 🤭 it might seem awkward to you, but that's one of those tidbits that I love about u. I also adorrree the fact that you try your best to help out so many people, even when you don't feel ok. Thats not easy, and it's a really noble thing to do. I also love your enthusiastic energy, it is sooo unique and lovely. There are more, but for now, these are the ones that jump up into my mind 😁😁
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
my energy aint enthusiastic but ok...
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
ok...emmm...TW
would you be mad at me if i relapsed...
it kinda happened...and i cant stop crying...
@kylersartpace
of course I wouldn’t, buddy 🥺🥺 you know I won’t 🥺 me knows how much it hurts to relapse again 😣 it hurts really really bad 🥺 *sits down next to you * it okie, buddy, you don’t need to cry 🥺🥺 me here for you🥺 *gives you a tighttt huggie *
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
*hides into you not stopping crying*
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
hey...
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
hey...umm...look at your L when u see this....
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
hey...been a bit...miss u grapees...