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This is a personal space for @SyriusSystem Please don't lurk,or read any messages , upvote or reply to anything here if you're not @SyriusSystem or @littleNini16 ❤️❤️
I made this space cause sometimes you disappeare and I don't get the time to ask how you are........
@SyriusSystem
Hiiiiii kevvvvvvvvvvvvvviiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Kev, I want to start by saying how sorry I am for disappearing without a word. Life has been incredibly overwhelming lately, and I've been struggling to keep up. But despite seeing you around tcr or sr , while sometimes you aren't there I miss our conversations, our laughter, and our deep talks in TCR 😝😝 I miss asking how you're doing and sharing my own thoughts and feelings with you. You've been a constant source of support and encouragement in my life, and I cherish that.
That's why I created this space a place for us to talk and to talk, to share, and to support each other through life's ups and downs. I don't expect immediate responses or constant availability I just want us to have a place where we can be present for each other, whenever we can.
Kev, I'm here for you, my friend. If you need someone to talk to, to vent to, or just to listen, I'm here. I value our friendship more than words can express, and I promise to be more present, more supportive, and more engaged from now on.
😝😝😝😝😝😝
@littleNini16 niniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii😭😭 so ur not leavin right?? i was so worriedddd i hope life can cut u some slack and go easyyyy, u dont gotta oush urself okk?? im also right here for uu 0^0! im so happy to have such a cool bestieee and thankyuu for creatin this forummTT^TT im lookin foward to all the epic convos we'll haveee🥺 im so glad ur backkk( ur back right? 0^0)
@SyriusSystem
Awwww, don't cry, bestieeeeeeeeee I'm not going anywhere... well, not permanently, anyway I might disappear for a few days again, but I promise I'll come back I'm not leaving 7 Cups for good!🤞🤞🤞
Thanks for being so understanding. Life has been incredibly tough on me lately, and it feels like it's not giving me any breaks or slacks 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I'm back, sort of... half in, half out, but I'm not going anywhere for now 😣😣😣Do you really think I'm your bestie? That means everything to me
Hugs, love, and sunshine back to you By the way, how's your day been? I want to hear all about it..........
Btw,half the blame for me going on a break goes to you😝😝😝
@littleNini16 life is such a jerkkkk why not leave my bestie to enjoy summerrrTT^TT
im so glad ur not leavinggg, i wouldve been soo lonely with u goneee and ofcc ur my bestieeeee<3<3
my day has been so hott, i hate summer tbh XDDD heat and me dont go too well, how has urs been? and wdym half the blame for u leavin goes to mee TT0TT
i wouldnt want u to leavee everrr😭
thankyu so much for always checkin in on me tho, its appreciatedd and im sorry that im not always there and disappear oftenn TT^TT, dw tho, even tho u leave for a couple of days, illbe here waitin for u and hopin ur doin well<3<3
@SyriusSystem
I really wasn't planning on doing anything this summer,I think am just going to sleep through out the summer 😂😂,kev would you always be here would you disappear one day??
Sorry to hear that you day is so hot it's pretty much cold here, really really cold I think imma turn into an ice cube,I also think am gonna catch a cold any minute from now*sending some cold air *
Awww thanks am still grieving the loss of my other bestie he blocked me yesterday according to him his girlfriend doesn't like me and mind you she doesn't even know me,I think she's insecure or something,but she's super duper super controlling,....
Hmmmmmmmm my day started awuful as usual 🙃🙃,and ended awuful,I managed to make my mom angry before I even woke up,I had a total offense of 3 & that morning 😣😣, trouble seems to follow me everywhere I gooooo,I can't really do a singel thing without offending anyone lamoooo,
I really need to keep my mouth shut it's always getting me in trouble smhhhh and I need to learn how to be a good person smhhhh
As for you been half of the reason I took a break well that's wasn't suppose to come out 👉👈🥺🥺👉👈🥺🥺 it's a secrettttt.............
Hmmm after writing this I realized I didn't understand a single word I said, hope you understand something
Byeeeeeeeeee, messing around with colours is super duper funnnnnn 😝
*Hugs tightly*(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
@littleNini16 how is it cold overr there?? i wanna go theree TT^TT and ofc ill always be here, well maybe not always but ill try my best to not disappear on u and if i do disappear, i will def tell u bfr i do and id tell u why, for now, kevin will stayy
and im also doin nothin for summer, life just keeps on suprising me XD all i got this summer was utter disappointment in life, plus not to forget an addition to severe depression ^^ thoo im so glad i was able to make such great friends on heree, including u everyone is so nicee, i whish i could meet yall irl, yall would be suprised how i look like lmaooo
sorry u had that fight with ur mom and tbhh i think kur rlly nicee frfr, dont put urself down bcs of what some mean ppl say abt u, ur so amazing and an awsome persone, if i could id def wanna be such a cool person like u, and sometimes its alrght not to shut up and stand up for ourselves, it might have some consequences but atleast u spoke ur mindd
alsooo plss pretty plss tell me the reason why part of the blame ur leavin is bcs of meeTT0TT i wanna knooo so i could be a better friendd
(i love the colours on the texts btwww im too lazy to do it on mine XDDDD maybee imma make a rainbow emoji to add colour to mine U^U hereee **shalalalala**
oooooo me likee
@SyriusSystem almost forgorrrr **hugs tightlyyyy**:3:3 luv yuuuu
@SyriusSystem omgg i keepp on forgettin stufff TT^TTT
sorry bout ur friend btw, i think its rlly cowarful of him to just leave u like that, the gf needs a reality check bcs ur the best person ever in the world and she just lost the chance of meetin a legend frfr😤
@SyriusSystem
Awwww, thank you so much for your sweet words🥺🥺
Sorry to hear that life has been surprising you with disappointments and struggles with depression You're not alone in that,you barely talk about things bothering you,and I'm here to listen if you wanna talk about it,do you wanna talk about ?
I know I should stand up for myself but I can't it's not easy I really can't speak my mind if I do it's gonna hurt a lot of people,for now I'll just remain the puppet that I am.......
I also think everyone is really nice in cups, maybe one day we'll see irl 😝😝,and I know how you look like,( you look like this ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ) jk😝 kev don't think seriously on this and am sorry I had to say this 👉👈🥺,but your body is that of a girl right,I mean the body you live in. Is a girl s right........sorry I brought it up 👉👈🥺🥺,you definitely wouldn't want to be me trust me, there are lots of people better than me,am just a .........deranged human, trying to survive this life..........
As for the reason why part of the blame for me leaving is because of you... haha, it's not your fault at all but here you go..........
OMG, like, the past two days have been SO dramatic,My sister's been into drugs and my mom just found out, so she totally freaked out on her................ and me, too, tbh. I don't even blame her though she's been super stressed and if I where in her shoes I would have yelled at me too I mean, I get it, my sister's choices are messed up, but still................... I felt so caught in the middle ..............if was like I was the one that created the problem..........you know?
Sooooooooo ummmmm I came to Cups to talk to you 👉👈🥺👉👈🥺 because honestly, I needed someone to vent to But you weren't there it's not your fault though I was just been childish ,and like, nobody else was listening either ,I tried to PM Ara, but he didn't even reply, even though he promised he would,all the adult listeners I had Where not online and I felt so abandoned, like, where's everyone when I need them?so I ended up venting in (rainbow room)but things still didn't feel better
I was still upset so I youuuu knowwww I just acted on my emotions, you know? It's what I do when I feel sooo ignored and stuff. I never really got the love and support I needed when I was younger, so I do impulsive things for attention. Like, one time, I felt so neglected by my parents, I wrote this horrible stuff on a board (something like I curse the day I was born))and tried to... you know k**l myself I drank po**on it was actually an animal po**on ....but I'm so glad my mom found me 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 though I apologized to her, like, a million times, and I promised never to do it again... but, honestly........i liked the thrill of it was exciting .........it is still tempting........just hope one day I don't consider doing it ,it's the only way I can get attention you know,
It's like, I know it's not the right way to deal with things, but it's just what I've learned to do, you know? And it's hard to break the habit. But, like, I'm trying, okay? I really am. I just wish someone would listen to me, without judging me or trying to fix everything. Just, like, listen.
Before we part am gonna leave you with my favorite sentences "my brain ain't braining"😝
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,am gonna make the other extra colourful one I figure out how the color combinations work.......
(つ≧▽≦)つ⊂(・▽・⊂)
Take care and stay safe and I ly2 even moreeee 😝😝
@littleNini16
thank u for being here to support me, its rlly the first time in my whole life that someone actlly took it out of there time to talk to me and listen, it rlly means a lott TT^TT ive never had someone care so much, so ill also try my best to be there with u when u need it, im sorry i wasnt there when u needed me most, i kno how it feels to be so a lone and in need of help but nobodys there to help u, it feel like crap and makes all the bad thoughts take over, i understand why u did that and im also glad that u survivedd, bcs u survived, i was able to meet u and u were able to meet me, this friednship is prolly the best thing that ever happened to me <3<3
andd yea, im in a girls body.. it feels so weird no matter how long ive been like this, illl never get used to it, i also did some bad things, there was a period of time that i couldnt even be near a mirror, i tried cutting every "feminin" part off, it was so painful but its not the cuts that hurt the most, my heart was in so much pain, i didnt even see the amount of damage id done, later when i woke up, i was in the hospital... and i hate myself for doing that till this day... i hate that.. thought that i was the only one in pain.. others were too, but they wernt as stupid as me.. now its all my fault that were covered in scars.. and sometimes, i can still feel the pain of the scars, even tho theyre all healed now
but im tryin my best now, to not think too much of it, i cant change anything, so might as well accept it
and even tho u might not believe me, ur actlly rlly one of the best ppl ive ever met, ive not met anyone better, ur kind, funny, caring, sympathetic, empathetic, everything that id have wanted to be from the start... i ruined everything with my stupid mistakes and made our lives miserable and its now that im startin to fix everythin.. well im tryin but idk if ill even be able to fix everything, if ill have the time
and ur right i do look like that (//0^0) //
@littleNini16
againn i almost forgortt TT^TT
im here to listen to uu, no judgement or anythin elsee, ill be ur ears and hug buddy, ill try my best to support u, i may not be the best person for it buutt, ill try to be ther for u as u are for me 0^0 lookin foward to tha rainbow coloursssss
hugsssss<3<3<3
@SyriusSystem
Kev, my heart goes out to you. I'm so grateful to be a part of your journey, and I'm here for you always. Your honesty and vulnerability mean everything to me. I want you to know that I don't think you're stupid at all - you're incredibly brave for sharing this with me. The pain and self-harm weren't your fault; it was a cry for help, a sign that you needed support and love. I'm so sorry you had to go through that alone. If I were in your shoes, I would have felt the same way,and am glad that you're still here, fighting. Please don't hate yourself for what happened instead, try to practice self-compassion and forgiveness. You did the best you could with what you had at the time, and that takes courage. Your scars are a reminder of your survival, not your mistakes. I believe in you and your ability to heal and move forward.
Kev, buddy,i want you to know that you're perfect just the way you are Your identity, your body, your heart - everything about you is unique and beautiful. Don't ever let anyone, including yourself, make you feel otherwise. You have the empathy and compassion of a true human being, and that's something to be proud of Whenever you're feeling down or overwhelmed, please don't hesitate to reach out to me. I'm here for you, always. If I don't reply right away, know that I'm thinking of you and will get back to you as soon as I can. And remember, what happened in the past wasn't your fault. You were doing the best you could with what you had at the time, and that takes courage. Keep being your amazing self, and know that I'm here to support you every step of the way
Btw I started day one of sleeping,I slept through out the day,today was good pretty good,I didn't get scolded today,and my mom spoke to me and it's kind of Weird ,but am happy just hope things goes on like this 🥲🥲..
Btw here's a super duper awesome prophecy to cheer you up, it's childish though don't mind me 😝😝😝
OH NOOOOOOO! 🤯👀🔮 Behold the super-duper extra-special prophecy!!! 🎉🎊👑 Today, you'll LOSEY-LOSEY 🤯📵 your fave phone charger thingy!!! 📱😱 But don't be a sad panda 🐼😔, 'cause after crying a BIG OL' OCEAN 🌊💧 of tears, you'll FINDY-FINDY 🔍🎉 it in a CRAZY place... UNDER YOUR PILLOW!!! 🛋️😂 (Who puts it there?!?! 🤔)
And then... AND THEN... 🎉🔜 you'll TWIRLY-TWIRLY 💃🌪️ dance like a UNICORN PRINCESS 🦄👸 and SINGY-SINGY 🎤🌈 like a RAINBOW ROCKSTAR!!! 🌈🤩 And after all that SILLY STUFF 🤪🎉, you'll watch ANIME/MANGA 📺🍿 and EATY-EATY 🍪👅 ALL THE COOKIES!!! 🍪👀
And guess what?!?! 🤔👀 After all that, you'll have the BESTEST-BESTEST DAY EVERRRRRRRR!!! 🎉🎊👏
Hehe, I hope this one makes you giggle even more! 😂👍
Btw how's your day going?
(つ≧▽≦)つ(つ≧▽≦)つ
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, love yooooooooou 💗💗, take care and stay safe 🫂
@littleNini16
thank u so much, u dont kno how i appreciate all u said, i never thought that id also be able to be loved and cared for.. i thought it was fine, that i could tough it out but i guess im not all that fine, even tho i cant see myself the way u see me, im happy to see that for once im not the bringer of darkness to someones life, im rlly struggling.. and i cant keep up withh all thats going on, the only thing i can do is imagine that everythings fine, bcs thats all i can do
ur also an amazing person so u shouldnt blame urself either for what happened, like u said, that was the only thing u couldve thought of at that time, ur only haven, so dont blame urself, cause i dont blame u either
i rlly loved the prophecy XDDD funny thing is, i always lose stuff0^0 and they always end up in the most unsuspected placess XDDDD once i lost a marker( idk how??!) but after 15 minutes of lookin on the bed, i found it and i was actlly sittin on it! XDDDDD , the prophecy is truuuU^U
and my days been rlly tyring, we had 2 appointments today and i was front on one of them, listenin to all the blabber that i couldnt understand rlly gave me a headache, soo i slept and just woke up rn 0o0 im still tired tho, weirdly XDD
how was ur day? i didnt see u in any of the rooms today0^0 hru?
this time i wont forget to addd i luv uuuuuuu toooo **more than u**💖🥰
@SyriusSystem
Oh my goodness, Kevv _big virtual hug_ I'm so glad I could help you see that you're worthy of love and care. Don't be too hard on yourself, okay? We all have our struggles,and you totally don't bring darkness,I think you bring positivity and it's totally okay to not be fine sometimes,and I believe in you so much and I promise I won't be too hard on my self 🤞🤞
I'm dying over here laughing about the prophecy - I knew it was a bit silly, but I'm so glad it made you smile! And oh man, losing things and finding them in weird places is like, so annoying I lose stuff all the time and then boom I find them in the weirdest place one thing , I can totally relate to finding the maker,you just reminded me one time my mom was looking for her pen and and she made us look for the pen only for it to be inside the hair band she wore and that made her feel awkard so she just said this i quote "when you people don't allow me to have piece of mind ow can I concrete it's all your fault" it was kind of funny and there was this priceless expression on everyone's face......
I'm so sorry you had a tough day today. Two appointments can be exhausting,and I remember you saying you hated doctors and ofc mondays , It's okish if you didn't understand what the Doctor said and am definitely kicking him for giving my bestie an headache**kicks doctor really hard ** he totally deserve a kick for giving you an head ache 😂😂.
I guess it really tuckered you out take all the time you need to rest,and sleep some more and more 😝😝* Shares Cookies *
As for my day it's been going really great ,as for not seeing me in any of the community rooms it was because I've been sleeping all day,my routine included waking up,made pancakes for me and my little brother for breakfast,slept, woke up by my little brother obsessively screaming in my ear to make him lunch,made lunch,slept again,woke up with my neighbor banging on our door,slept again, woke up with my neighbor still banging my door,slept again,then after I woke up I washed the dishes, swept the damn house ........blah blah blah , then ummmm .....my mom made dinner we ate and I watched tv with my brother,and now am planning to sleep again but just after I finish watching this movie ,you can see I was very busy,busy been lazy lamooooooooooo, you've got yourself one lazy bestie who likes sleeping,hmmm I think I should add it to my hobby ...
Btw are you okay ?
I love you too, Kevvvv More than you do ,yes I love kevvv till infinity 😝😝,hmm guess I wonnn you didn't this time lamooo ,Sending you all my love, hugs, and positive vibes .....
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee🫂🫂
@littleNini16
its bcs of u that im thinkin more of myself now:) and im also glad that ull also go easy on urselff
srry if i write a bit less, i feel rlly sick and dizzy rn, i wanted to make sure to responde to u bfr i go to sleep^^
the moment with ur mom sounds historical XD it mustve been so funnyy when she finally found the pen and it does sound like u had a busy day, thas why u sleep so much XDD , dw i dont mind havin a bestie who sleeps like a cat U^U ill be playin piano for u as u sleep:3
my brain is goin on -40x speed rn XDD, i kinda for got what i wanted to say, buut i wont for get to sayy goodnightt!
luv u to infinity and beyondd! hehe0^0
@SyriusSystem
Awwwwwwww, I hope you're okay take care of yourself and get some rest Feeling sick and dizzy is no fun at all. Please don't worry about responding or writing less - your health and well-being come first
Remember, this is a safe space for you, and I'm here for you whenever you're ready to chat. No rush, no pressure Take your time, and don't worry if you can't reply every day. Just let me know you're okay once in a while, and that's enough for me
Sending you lots of love, hugs, and cozy vibes to help you feel betternYour piano serenade will be waiting for me when I "wake up".
Byeeeeeeeeeeeee love you moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee than infinity ❤️❤️🫂🫂🫂
Goodnight, lovely! Sweet dreams, and take care of yourself.
@SyriusSystem
Hey buddy,Haven't seen you around lately, just checking in, hope your doing okish 🥺
@littleNini16
hi ninii! thanks for checkin in, today i havent been feelin all that well, physically and mentally.. today is actlly the date of my friends funeral, i guess it could explain why im feelin like this.. i rlly miss her and i wasnt able to visit her grave bcs its far away, in another state.. ive been tryin not to sh the whole day, and i had a lot of panick attacks and flashbacks, for a moment yesterday i had forgotten what date today would be..
its ok tho, tmmr is another day and i hope im much better by then^^
hru tho? how was ur day? what did u do today:)
<3<3
@SyriusSystem
Oh my gosh, kev,I'm soooo sorry to hear that today was a tough day for you Like, I can only imagine how hard it must be to deal with the anniversary of your friend's passing. That's literally the worst, and I'm sending you all the hugs and love in the world.
I'm literally soooooooooooooooooo proud of you for getting through today,and not harming yourself ,even if, it was just moment by moment. That takes so much strength, and I know you're capable of getting through tomorrow and I hope tomorrow gonna be a better day ,too ,Don't worry about not being able to visit her grave, okay? Your love and memories of her are what truly matter, and she's always with you in spirit.
My day was pretty meh,got kind of sickish but am almost better now,just this persisting headache it won't go away no matter how long I sleep .
But hearing from you makes my day so much brighter , We'll get through this together, one day at a time. Sending you all my love and support, and lots of hugs .
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,take care and stay safe 🫂 🫂, ilysmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm 💗💗💗
@SyriusSystem
Okie I forget to say this ,why did you change your pfp ,the other one was pretty cute 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
awh buddy sorry that head ache is persiting, headaches are annoying to deal with, did u take meds for it? how do u feel today0^0
im also proud of me for passin thru yesterday, it was honestly one of the worst days of my life, but today is a new day and as u said, well get thru this together, slowly but surelyyI ^ I
its not me that changed the pfp its nosy rinXDDD she was browsin on pinterest last night and found duck photos XDDDD
so how has ur day been? anythin fun to do today? my day so far is chill, tho im gettin the chills all over 0^0
luv yuu moreeeee🤗💖
@SyriusSystem
I'm glad you're feeling proud of yourself for getting through yesterday that's a huge accomplishment I'm not doing okish today 🥺🥺 just taking it easy and trying to shake off this headache. I didn't take any meds gross,yuckkkkkkk
Ooh Nosy Rin changed your pfp to a duck photo she's my favorite 🥺🥺
As for me, damn today, just started awuful and I Know it's gonna end awfully...try to stay warm
Luv you moreeeee too🤗💖
@littleNini16
im sorry ur not doin ok today , why u no take meds TT^TT theyll help uuu, take some water atleastt okis? 0^0 i hope u feel better rlly rlly soon, and i hope ur day goes better tooo **sends warm hugsss and fairy dust beamssss to help headache**✨✨
today im tryna write in colorss to make u feel betterr, i like this purple shade 0o0
luv u toooo<3<3<3<3
@littleNibruv
bruv wdym ur gonna think abt it TT^TT drink some water bestieee, is gud for u 0^0
i took a lucky guess on ur fav color U^U, im a geniussss ( i also forgor what i was gonna say 0-0)
alsoo thans for tellin me bfr hand when u gonna leavee, ill be waitin for ur returnnn lots of luvv
andd yess fairy dustt, it fixes everythin, them princesses were onto somn XD
will miss u when ure one tho🥺 be back soon mkay? luv uuuuuu take caree:3:3
@SyriusSystem
Damnnnn ferret I think my head's going in circles 😭 ,probably gonna go to sleep now..
@littleNini16
ferret XDDDDD i luv that nicknamee, my fav animaal frfr
if ur head is spinnin u should prrolly go to sleep, is the best idea mhm 0^0
i hope that headache leaves u alon soon, dam headache is bein persistent** kicks headache rlly rlly hard**
hugss if wanteddd sleep well, luv uuu<3<3<3
@littleNini16
i didnt see that i changed ur namee sorryr🥺, sorry i left u on read too🥺
im rlly bad at controllin my anger, more tham all the other emotions, i was rlly angry bcs theres this person that decided to blackmail me and posted an inappropriate photo of us, i kno this person and that he prolly has that photo bcs of me, i was an idiot and trusted a bunch of bad ppl which got us in trouble-- and bad things happened, i was angry bcs he thought just bcs i kept my mouth shut abt that day that i woundnt be able to do anythin and he could control me like his puppet
i also warned him that if he doesnt take the photo down i would report him for sa, it was so frustrating hearin his cocky voice thinkin im helpless and weak, i rlly couldnt take on the anger anymore.. i had to take it out on somethn or someone.. i almost went to his house to meet his parents, but i was able to contain myself..... i ended up self harming tho and i feel rlly awful rn, like my heart is on fire..
sorry if this triggered u in anyway btw
@SyriusSystem
Awwww, thank you so much, ferret!!!
Haha, yeah, sleep is definitely the best remedy for a spinning head thanks for kicking that pesky headache
*Hugs back *Sending you lots of love and snuggles too
Kev, I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through this that sounds really tough and know that you didn't deserve to be blackmailed or manipulated you trusted someone, and they betrayed that trust that's not your fault 🥺🥺
Your anger is valid, but please don't direct it at yourself You're strong for standing up to him and threatening to report him that really courageous
Self-harm isn't the answer though you deserve better ways to cope,🥺🥺🥺🥺
You are:
Strong
Brave
Deserving of love and respect
Don't let anyone, including yourself, diminish your worth. Keep fighting, ferret! You got this 😊😊
(And don't worry about the name change or leaving me on read 😝😝
Sending hugs lots of hugs and of course cookies 🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪.
Luvvvvvvv uuuuuuuu moreeeeeeeeeeeee ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@littleNini16
niniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii i missed u sosososososososso muchhhhh😭 im so happy ure backkkkkkkk hru?
how was ur dayyyy? is the headache gonee? is it betterr? i missed u so muchhhh💜!!
thank u for remindin me my worth, u deserve as much love as the universe can giveee
@littlenini
im sorry that these days havent been the best, i think so too its the same for me.. but im very glad that ure here and alive- and i hope it stays like that for a veryevery long time-- bcs ure precious to me, and im sure theres many more ppl thatg feel the sam
as for my fav colorr i dont rlly knoo im thinkin maybe black6 or bcaramel? or blue? idk maybe all of them XDD
i hope that u dont leave forever.. id rlly miss u-- ik im not that gud yk at givin good words and all that support stuff, but i rlly try my best and i hope that id be at least part of the reason to make u stay a bit longer<3
and im so glad the headache is gonee**hugs tightlyyyyyy**
luv u toooooo💙💙
@littlenini
btww(bcs i forgot 0^0)
my day hasnt been that gud, been feelin sick but im a bit better now :3
@SyriusSystem
Awwww, thank you so much, ferret! Your words mean everything to me and I won't lie to you kev I can't promise to stay , might be gone by tonight I don't even feel like been here anymore 🙃🙃......,I don't wanna be anywhere, you know what I wanna do?
@littleNini16
nini what r u thinkin of doin?? dont do what i think ur gonna do.. pls---- im rlly sorryy i- my minds goin blank i rlly wouldnt wanna lose u yk? pls
if u not answer this bfr tmrrw-- idk what id do anymore
ik it can feel like life isnt real sometimes, i also feel like that a lot i rlly donkt kno anymore- sorry-- pls dont
idk if i misunderstood or smn, i hope i did💙
im here if u wanna talk abt anythin *warm hugs*
@SyriusSystem
Damnnnnnnnnnn Kev okie sorry for making you worry 🥺🥺nah, I'm not going down that path,I've got too much life to live, y'know?
Haha, internet detox, silly I meant I might dip out online by tonight, that's like I might go offline for a few days,I might not be in any room,just gonna go ghost on everyone, I'm tired of interacting with people😞😞, well except you cause your my bestieeeeeeee ,so no kevv I ain't dy*ng yet.
You worry like a mother duck I appreciate it, though
Remember, you told me I'm strong? Yeah, I am I won't give up, okay? Maybe sometimes I'll stumble, but not today
Sorry for making you worry next time I'll be more specific 🥺🥺
Okie hope I cleared that up 😝😝,also imma go to sleep 😴 😴.
Luvvvv yaaaaaaaaaaàaaaaaaaaaaaa 💜💜
@SyriusSystem
Damnnnnnnnnnn Kev okie sorry for making you worry 🥺🥺nah, I'm not going down that path,I've got too much life to live, y'know?
@SyriusSystem
I think I sent that twice,sorry am half asleep don't know what am doing 🙃
@SyriusSystem
Damnnnnnnnnnn Kev okie sorry for making you worry 🥺🥺nah, I'm not going down that path,I've got too much life to live, y'know?
@littleNini16
im so relievedddddd i was so worrieddddTT^TT ure right! im so glad u kno how strong u are and everytim u stumble ill be here by ur side, helpin u get back again on ur feet and comfortin u tellin u its ok to fall down sometimes<3
as a mama ducky, im happy to kno my baby ducky wont be drownin and will continue swimmin long 0^0
pls dont ghost meee🥺
luv u toooooooooooo🐦💙💜
@SyriusSystem
Awwwwww, Mama Ducky!Your words are the warmest hug don't worry, I won't ghost you, bestie you're stuck with me and I promise to keep swimming even when the waters get rough.
I lost my newbie badge,😭😭😭😭😭and all my stars I had about 31 now I have only 1,damnnnnnn cups 😭😭😭😭.
So what you'd do today ?
Luv you toooooooooooo, Mama Ducky! Keep quacking 😝😝
@littleNini16
mama ducks proud of lil duckyy, lets keep on swimmin togetherrr
cups said"now we'll take these away since ur a local from today onU^U" XDDD
i didnt do much today,. stuck in bed TT^TT, been feelin sick for a while noww all bcs of those medsss
hbu? hows ur day goin and hru? 0^0
luv u moreeeeeeeee💚
@SyriusSystem
Sorry to hear you're feeling under the weather, little one, swear hose meds can be tough 🤮🤮take your time, rest, and take care of yourself, sending warm quacks and cozy vibes 😊😊
My day's okay 😊😊
Luv you moreeeeeeeee too, hope you feel better soon 😊😊
Take care, okay?
hellou lil duckyy0^0 mama duckys doin a check in! how r uu? havent seen u in foreverrr, i hope ure doin ok and if nott *hugss* <3 ill be here if u wanna talk okayy?
luv u veryvery muchhh<3<3 tcccc0^0
@SyriusSystem
Aww, thanks Mama Duckyy, yesterday was awuful I kind of did something stupid and I regret it but I'm doing quack-tastic today tbh today was sooo good thanks for checking in,how are you doing?Miss you tooooooo.
And you know,guess what I just found.. out 😱😱😱😱.
Love you moreeeeeeee 😝😝
@littleNini16
im so glad that ur doin great todayy! mamas soso proud of uuu0^0<3, im also sorry yesterday wasnt that great, t'was the same for me too, huge thunder strm brought power outage yesterdayy, also, u gotta be gentle with urself mkay? ik sometimes it can get super tuff and we dont kno what to do, at times like that come to mama ducky ok, ill give u lots and lots of hugs and things to quack on about!
today im also doin a bit better than yesterdayy, still a bit shaken up tho T^T
what did u find out? im not rlly good at guessin0^0
💛💛💛luv uuuu
@SyriusSystem
Aww, thanks Mama Duckyy You're the besttttttttttttttesttttttttttt sorry to hear about the thunderstorm and power outage,I hate thunderstorms ☹️☹️ glad we're both doing better today,awww hugsssss I want lots and lots of hugissss Quack quack, love you too.
Uuuh uuuh before I forget I just found out that you aren't a mama duck your a papa duck sily 😝😝
And also papa ducky is afraid of thunderstorms 💃💃 😝😝🤪🤪
@littleNini16
XDDDDDD thas truuuu, im papa ducky0^0
papa duckys allowed to be afraid of thunder storms😭😭🥺
@SyriusSystem
Nuh uh papa duck aren't allowed to be afraid of thunderstorms, who's gonna protect the little duck,if mama duck keeps getting scared 😭😭😭😭😭
@littleNini16
papa ducks gonna find a huge cave for us to hiide togetherrr0^0
@SyriusSystem
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣,seriously kev a cave,Nuh you're a mama duck now ,papa duck don't hide .
Talking about ducks make me feel akward.
@littleNini16
ducks can hide too XDDDif they scared they go in littl caves0^0 and wdym awkward XDDDDD
@SyriusSystem
Am gonna make this funnnnnn gonna keep you updated so you don't worry too much 😊😊
Day 1: Still Breathing
Today was a mixed bag i started the day feeling a bit meh since everyone had left and I was at the hospital alone but I didn't let boredom get the best of me I made a drawing (proud of myself).😝
However clumsiness struck, and I fell of the bed (oops) it was hilarious then, my trusty bro kept me company and lifted my spirits,but let's be real he also drove me crazy with his non stop teasing,I'm still mad at him, but love him anyway.
Despite the ups and downs, I'm grateful for another day of life ...
Love you sooooo much, now it's your turn how was your day?
Ooh before I forget huggiiiiiiii attack (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
@littleNini16
thank u for keepin me updated!! i been worried for the whole dayy TT^TT
im so glad u have someone to keep u company overthere, ik how borin hospitals can be, and it couldve been scary to stay with ur thoughts all alone too 0^0
happy that ure still hereee, imma be checkin here everyday frfr u got this! its gonna be okiess
as for my day, its quite depressin0-0 i wouldnt want u to read sad stuff so imma say i slept noice0^0
luv u tooooo!!!<<333
**huggssssss***🌟
@SyriusSystem
Thanks kev , your still cheating though you were supposed to tell me how your day went,smhhh.
*Sits in the corner and sulks**
No hugi attack 😭 😭 😭
*Sits in the corner defeated*
Damnn I feel like everyone treating me differently, everyone trying to be extra careful but I don't like it,I want everyone to treat me normal, like everything's okay,yk?
Gonna go to bed now 😴😴😴, good night.
This doesn't mean you escaped the question am gonna read your answer as soon as I wake up,(been positive)🕵️🕵️🕵️
@littleNini16
how is it chaettingg😭 i js dont wanna make u all sad n worried🥺 and ofc everyones treatin u differently, its caus we all care for uuu, imma try and go back to normal and make u more comfyy0^0
*huge huggie attackkkkkk** XDDD
sleep well and sweet dreamssss 0w0
@SyriusSystem
Hugss buddy , sorry yesterday turned out bad, hope today turns out better than yesterday 😊😊.
And ofc it's cheating, I know you don't wanna make me worried but your even making me more worried,frrrrrr.🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺.
Day 2::
Still here.
I'll tell you all about it later 😊😊
*Hugs** *with a flick of my wand and a sprinkle of sparkles sending you a brighter day filled with joy** 🧚♀️🧚♀️ am a purple fairy.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee, love you tooooooo💜💜
@littleNini16
*hugs tightly*
i did somthn rlly rlly stupid yesterday..i hate myself for it..
happy to see u here today tho💜 purple fairyy luv uuu
what did u do today?