For Kyler Buddy 💜
Hi Kyler 💜 I hope you’re doing okies 💕
This is just a little thread I’ve made that can be our forum space (: like we were talking about earlier in TCR.
Edit: Please don’t read/post here unless you’re Kyler or me. 💜
can u tell anybody?
@LoveMyMoonflowers no...no1 cares that im sick...
@kylersartpace i care but i wish i could help. :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers i mean no1 irl ni...
@kylersartpace yeah… sorry. i wish they cared too pretty messed up they don’t. :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers its ok...yeah i just gotta suffer like this...feel very faint...but yeah...
@kylersartpace you don’t deserve that im sorry. :( do u think some rest/sleep would help u?
@LoveMyMoonflowers i...idk....body wont let me sleep....plus i just had tea...soooo...
@kylersartpace hmmm that is true. sorry lol.
@LoveMyMoonflowers its ok dont be sorry i also still have more tea to drink....
@kylersartpace okie. is it helping any?
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah it is a little...i g..idk...
@kylersartpace okay
@LoveMyMoonflowers mhm my head still really hurts...but yeah...its helping a bit...
@kylersartpace okay.
im sorry i don’t know what to say much… idk how to help when people are sick… 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers its ok ni dw...just the company helps...
@kylersartpace love u friend.
*yawns*
@LoveMyMoonflowers love you 2 ni friend...u wanna go sleep...?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i really really really miss u ni...i just want my friends back...ily ni.../p
@kylersartpace hey… <3 i miss you too but im gonna be away for awhile. i’m so sorry. hold on check your tags in a bit im writing something
@LoveMyMoonflowers
y are u going....pls dont go....
@kylersartpace i’m sorry…
im gonna be back one day though im planning to come back
@LoveMyMoonflowers
y...y u going...
@kylersartpace there are some things i need to do irl. But not dangerous or unsafe things i promise ill be alive and im okay
um… just a heads up… when they delete my account they’ll remove all the forum threads i’ve made too including this one…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
delete...?? y delete...y not just self care...
@kylersartpace bc i never take a real break when on self care… it’s like this place is accessible and i never take a real break. Idk if that makes sense… im sorry.
:(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ok...i..idk what to say...im sorry...
@kylersartpace you don’t have to be sorry.
Hugs if okay? Ni friend is sorry.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hides in hug crying if im allowed*..
@kylersartpace *hugssss* and yes it’s okay
@LoveMyMoonflowers
wish u werent going...
@kylersartpace 💜 i’m sorry
@LoveMyMoonflowers its fine...
@kylersartpace mhm….
@LoveMyMoonflowers ily ni.../p
@kylersartpace ni friend loves you too /p
i’ll try to be back one day
@LoveMyMoonflowers pls do come back...
@kylersartpace <3 Yeah.
i’ll tag you then and hug attack if okay <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers yes pls...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
are u still around....missing you so much ni...more than i can express in words.../p
@kylersartpace i really missed you
i don’t think i can survive too long without my friends here lol. i’m not leaving for good, i’ll be back, i just wanted to come back to let u know i’ll be on a break until ~the end of this month.
maybe a partial break so i might come on every now and then before that :p *hugs kyler if okay?* <3 i missed you :’)
@LoveMyMoonflowers im glad to have heard from you and ok take as long as u need im glad were friends ni i really am
@kylersartpace i’m glad we're friends too *hugs if okay* i missed you :( i don’t wanna stay away too long lol
@LoveMyMoonflowers missed you so much more
@kylersartpace Hugssss
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
missing u so much ni...hope u come back soon...
@kylersartpace kylerrrr
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey...hru...
@kylersartpace hey buddy… i’m okay i guess, i'm trying to be okay and theres just some things going on… But i’m alright, life is going on. I’m so sorry i don’t come on as much and im away so much, and i take forever to reply :') i just don’t come on here like i used to i guess. 💙 but i still think of you and i miss you, i hope your doing okay or at least getting through the days and surviving 💙 how's you friend? me sending huggle wuggles if okie? i miss you
@LoveMyMoonflowers im ok i g a bit messy but ok ive missed you sm ni
@LoveMyMoonflowers hey...miss u...
@kylersartpace hi buddy… I'm sorry i didnt reply for so long. my dad came back from a trip, and after that there was lots of packing and moving and unpacking going on, we moved to another house. School started for me this monday
*hugs if okay* how've u been friend?? I've missed you i'm so sorry i didnt reply here sooner :( you been on my mind, in my thoughts
@LoveMyMoonflowers no hugs...ive been better...kinda got a concussion...
@kylersartpace okay friend ❤️ that’s okay.
oh no a concussion ☹️ how did that happen?? please take care of yourself friend 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers it happened because i relapsed....
@kylersartpace ❤️ it's ok, mistakes happen. do you know what triggered it friend ❤️ (no pressure to talk about it if you don’t want to okiee <3)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nini i miss u so much
@kylersartpace kylerrrrrrrrrrrr
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nnnnnnniiiiiiiii
@kylersartpace kyyyyyyyllllllllleeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hru
@kylersartpace nervous
hru?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
y nervious??
and im something idk if its good or bad tbh
@kylersartpace ok now i'm still nervous but also happy
i just asked for feedback on a poem i wrote and the person liked it
*hugs if okay?* does kyler friend wanna talk about it? no pressure
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*huggies* idk what to talk about tbh i think im getting sick...my throats hurting when i swallow...
@kylersartpace oh nuu i hate that :/ does it feel swollen or something? does drinking warm water/warm milk ever help? 💜 😔
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk i can try make some tea in a bit maybe...idk how to tell if it feels swollen...i dont like this...i dont feel good...
@kylersartpace tea would be good friend 💜 some good warm tea. *huggles* 😔 i know, it doesn’t feel good at all :/
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i wanna cry from it...i dont have energy to go make tea rn...but i need it...idk what to do...
@kylersartpace i'm guessing the answer is no but… 😔 can you ask anyone to make it for you? 💜 and it’s okie to cry friend. if it’s safe to cry there right now then i hope kyler friend will let the emotions out a little 💜 ik how frustrating it is to be ill :( can be super exhausting
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i dont think i can...plus idk where my travel mug is...that would help keep it hot...
@kylersartpace okay 💜 do you think you could remember the last place you put it?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i think its downstairs...i dont really remember...😭i dont feel good...and im really cold....😭😭😭😭
@kylersartpace *huggles* i'm so sorry friend, i wish there was more i could do :( do you have a blankie? 💜 *sits with u and wraps u up in a blankie* please get a hoodie and blankie, something soft and v warm friend. i know it’s probably v cold weather there as it’s autumn now :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its...14C here...not that cold...but i already have a hoodie on...and blanket over me...and im still cold...i always wear a hoodie...especially outside...because...well...yeah...i just wanna get something hot to drink...or sleep...but i cant do either...
@kylersartpace oh wow, 14c is considered pretty cold where i live 😓 And yeah i understand about the hoodie thing *hugs* 💜 do you have a space heater over there? it’s like a tiny air conditioner type thing except it warms and heats the room instead of cooling it
i wish you could get some rest too but being sick and cold makes it really hard to do so :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers no...dont have one of them...might ask my mother to put on the actual heating for a bit..idk...i just want something for my throat...
@kylersartpace can you ask her to turn it on? 💜 will she also make something warm for your throat? like the tea or something
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no...she wouldnt make tea or something...she would make fun of me for wanting it....and i can ask but im scared...plus im so close to falling asleep rn...idk what to do...
@kylersartpace if your falling asleep friend, then perhaps you can try to? 💜 I think the rest would be good for you. :') 🥺💜 and maybe once you’re awake, you'll have more energy to make something for yourself (?)
either way Ni friend is here sitting with u. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers cant sleep....my dinner will be done soon...if i fall asleep now...ill get shouted at...
@kylersartpace sorry friend i saw this a little late, was in PMs
@LoveMyMoonflowers its ok..
@kylersartpace kyler friend 💜 how’s you feeling now
@LoveMyMoonflowers
still pretty sick...i didnt go to college today because of it...and had to reschedule to get my hair dyed...
@kylersartpace hey kyler 💜 i’m sorry u were still sick on friday :/ are u feeling any better now? I'm sorry i didn’t come on past couple of days, school and writing is taking up most of my time on weekdays. did u get your hair dyed?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok...no getting it done tomorrow...and still not better...i also have a concussion again...
@kylersartpace *huggles if okay*
@LoveMyMoonflowers tnx ni...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk if youll see this ni but im sorry for everything like really sorry for everything
@kylersartpace kyler??? no no no no no no no no no no no no no no kyler no
kyler where did you go what happened
kyler
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I...ehh....i...cant say...also happy bday...
@kylersartpace 🥺 ….tw/sh..?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
You could...say that...but worse...
@kylersartpace :( …
i'm glad your alive.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i sorry...
@kylersartpace no friend, dont be sorry. i'm sorry you been hurting so much and things been hard. to the point you tried.. 😞 Huggles 💜💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers i still really sorry...you no needed this on your bday...