For Kyler Buddy 💜
Hi Kyler 💜 I hope you’re doing okies 💕
This is just a little thread I’ve made that can be our forum space (: like we were talking about earlier in TCR.
Edit: Please don’t read/post here unless you’re Kyler or me. 💜
can u tell anybody?
@LoveMyMoonflowers no...no1 cares that im sick...
@kylersartpace i care but i wish i could help. :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers i mean no1 irl ni...
@kylersartpace yeah… sorry. i wish they cared too pretty messed up they don’t. :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers its ok...yeah i just gotta suffer like this...feel very faint...but yeah...
@kylersartpace you don’t deserve that im sorry. :( do u think some rest/sleep would help u?
@LoveMyMoonflowers i...idk....body wont let me sleep....plus i just had tea...soooo...
@kylersartpace hmmm that is true. sorry lol.
@LoveMyMoonflowers its ok dont be sorry i also still have more tea to drink....
@kylersartpace okie. is it helping any?
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah it is a little...i g..idk...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i really really really miss u ni...i just want my friends back...ily ni.../p
@kylersartpace hey… <3 i miss you too but im gonna be away for awhile. i’m so sorry. hold on check your tags in a bit im writing something
@LoveMyMoonflowers
y are u going....pls dont go....
@kylersartpace i’m sorry…
im gonna be back one day though im planning to come back
@LoveMyMoonflowers
y...y u going...
@kylersartpace there are some things i need to do irl. But not dangerous or unsafe things i promise ill be alive and im okay
um… just a heads up… when they delete my account they’ll remove all the forum threads i’ve made too including this one…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
delete...?? y delete...y not just self care...
@kylersartpace bc i never take a real break when on self care… it’s like this place is accessible and i never take a real break. Idk if that makes sense… im sorry.
:(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ok...i..idk what to say...im sorry...
@kylersartpace you don’t have to be sorry.
Hugs if okay? Ni friend is sorry.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hides in hug crying if im allowed*..
@kylersartpace *hugssss* and yes it’s okay
@LoveMyMoonflowers
wish u werent going...
@kylersartpace 💜 i’m sorry
@LoveMyMoonflowers its fine...
@kylersartpace mhm….
@LoveMyMoonflowers ily ni.../p
@kylersartpace ni friend loves you too /p
i’ll try to be back one day
@LoveMyMoonflowers pls do come back...
@kylersartpace <3 Yeah.
i’ll tag you then and hug attack if okay <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers yes pls...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
are u still around....missing you so much ni...more than i can express in words.../p
@kylersartpace i really missed you
i don’t think i can survive too long without my friends here lol. i’m not leaving for good, i’ll be back, i just wanted to come back to let u know i’ll be on a break until ~the end of this month.
maybe a partial break so i might come on every now and then before that :p *hugs kyler if okay?* <3 i missed you :’)
@LoveMyMoonflowers im glad to have heard from you and ok take as long as u need im glad were friends ni i really am
@kylersartpace i’m glad we're friends too *hugs if okay* i missed you :( i don’t wanna stay away too long lol
@LoveMyMoonflowers missed you so much more
@kylersartpace Hugssss
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
missing u so much ni...hope u come back soon...
@kylersartpace kylerrrr
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey...hru...
@kylersartpace hey buddy… i’m okay i guess, i'm trying to be okay and theres just some things going on… But i’m alright, life is going on. I’m so sorry i don’t come on as much and im away so much, and i take forever to reply :') i just don’t come on here like i used to i guess. 💙 but i still think of you and i miss you, i hope your doing okay or at least getting through the days and surviving 💙 how's you friend? me sending huggle wuggles if okie? i miss you
@LoveMyMoonflowers im ok i g a bit messy but ok ive missed you sm ni
@LoveMyMoonflowers hey...miss u...
@kylersartpace hi buddy… I'm sorry i didnt reply for so long. my dad came back from a trip, and after that there was lots of packing and moving and unpacking going on, we moved to another house. School started for me this monday
*hugs if okay* how've u been friend?? I've missed you i'm so sorry i didnt reply here sooner :( you been on my mind, in my thoughts
@LoveMyMoonflowers no hugs...ive been better...kinda got a concussion...
@kylersartpace okay friend ❤️ that’s okay.
oh no a concussion ☹️ how did that happen?? please take care of yourself friend 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers it happened because i relapsed....
@kylersartpace ❤️ it's ok, mistakes happen. do you know what triggered it friend ❤️ (no pressure to talk about it if you don’t want to okiee <3)
@LoveMyMoonflowers ik what did...and its 2 much...
@kylersartpace do you wanna talk about it? ❤️ (No pressure)
i hope you cleaned the wound, friend… (?) 🥺❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers was no wound to clean...wound was concussion...also sorry for the late response had to clean my room...cant talk about it either...its 2 much..
@kylersartpace true ❤️ sorry my brain was being silly friend. No need to apologise for the late reply, i took longer… ❤️ I just finished school for today.
is there anything i can do to help? :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers honestly idk 1 thing well 2 things i can say is that 1 im letting myself unmask a lot more and 2 i start college soon...
@kylersartpace how do you feel about college? ❤️ My memory is so bad so forgive me if you’ve told me before… but what you studying in college friend? :o
And yeah… it takes awhile before we can slowly let ourselves unmask. it’s hard but it’s ok to take it slowly there. I'm glad you’ve been letting yourself do it alot more ❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers im terriffied for it because like a room full of people that idk and all and im studying animal care because one of the classes is dog grooming which is what i wanna do
im scared letting myself unmask more because what if people who ik are like oh u werent like this before so y are u now...
@kylersartpace yeah. I understand that ❤️ it's def scary at first but i think you'll be okay friend. but it's ok to be scared. esp with many people you dk it can be scary. :( me understand. do they have an orientation type thing or something so you get familiar with the place? Before classes start? idk they had that at my brothers college. Do you think once you get more familiar it'll ease you a bit? ❤️
oooh animal care, that’s cool friend ❤️ I used to know someone who trained and groomed dogs.
Yeah. i get that. Have you talked to your gf about it friend? ❤️
(No pressure to answer any questions i asked tho.)
@LoveMyMoonflowers my gf...she doesnt know im unmasking more now...she may not know for a while...
and on tuesday i have an induction same with thursday its not really a big college but yeah...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nini i miss u so much
@kylersartpace kylerrrrrrrrrrrr
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nnnnnnniiiiiiiii
@kylersartpace kyyyyyyyllllllllleeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hru
@kylersartpace nervous
hru?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
y nervious??
and im something idk if its good or bad tbh
@kylersartpace ok now i'm still nervous but also happy
i just asked for feedback on a poem i wrote and the person liked it
*hugs if okay?* does kyler friend wanna talk about it? no pressure
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*huggies* idk what to talk about tbh i think im getting sick...my throats hurting when i swallow...
@kylersartpace oh nuu i hate that :/ does it feel swollen or something? does drinking warm water/warm milk ever help? 💜 😔
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk i can try make some tea in a bit maybe...idk how to tell if it feels swollen...i dont like this...i dont feel good...
@kylersartpace tea would be good friend 💜 some good warm tea. *huggles* 😔 i know, it doesn’t feel good at all :/
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i wanna cry from it...i dont have energy to go make tea rn...but i need it...idk what to do...
@kylersartpace i'm guessing the answer is no but… 😔 can you ask anyone to make it for you? 💜 and it’s okie to cry friend. if it’s safe to cry there right now then i hope kyler friend will let the emotions out a little 💜 ik how frustrating it is to be ill :( can be super exhausting
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i dont think i can...plus idk where my travel mug is...that would help keep it hot...
@kylersartpace okay 💜 do you think you could remember the last place you put it?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i think its downstairs...i dont really remember...😭i dont feel good...and im really cold....😭😭😭😭
@kylersartpace *huggles* i'm so sorry friend, i wish there was more i could do :( do you have a blankie? 💜 *sits with u and wraps u up in a blankie* please get a hoodie and blankie, something soft and v warm friend. i know it’s probably v cold weather there as it’s autumn now :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its...14C here...not that cold...but i already have a hoodie on...and blanket over me...and im still cold...i always wear a hoodie...especially outside...because...well...yeah...i just wanna get something hot to drink...or sleep...but i cant do either...
@kylersartpace oh wow, 14c is considered pretty cold where i live 😓 And yeah i understand about the hoodie thing *hugs* 💜 do you have a space heater over there? it’s like a tiny air conditioner type thing except it warms and heats the room instead of cooling it
i wish you could get some rest too but being sick and cold makes it really hard to do so :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers no...dont have one of them...might ask my mother to put on the actual heating for a bit..idk...i just want something for my throat...
@kylersartpace can you ask her to turn it on? 💜 will she also make something warm for your throat? like the tea or something
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no...she wouldnt make tea or something...she would make fun of me for wanting it....and i can ask but im scared...plus im so close to falling asleep rn...idk what to do...
@kylersartpace if your falling asleep friend, then perhaps you can try to? 💜 I think the rest would be good for you. :') 🥺💜 and maybe once you’re awake, you'll have more energy to make something for yourself (?)
either way Ni friend is here sitting with u. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers cant sleep....my dinner will be done soon...if i fall asleep now...ill get shouted at...
@kylersartpace sorry friend i saw this a little late, was in PMs
@LoveMyMoonflowers its ok..
@kylersartpace kyler friend 💜 how’s you feeling now
@LoveMyMoonflowers
still pretty sick...i didnt go to college today because of it...and had to reschedule to get my hair dyed...
@kylersartpace hey kyler 💜 i’m sorry u were still sick on friday :/ are u feeling any better now? I'm sorry i didn’t come on past couple of days, school and writing is taking up most of my time on weekdays. did u get your hair dyed?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok...no getting it done tomorrow...and still not better...i also have a concussion again...
@kylersartpace *huggles if okay*
@LoveMyMoonflowers tnx ni...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk if youll see this ni but im sorry for everything like really sorry for everything
@kylersartpace kyler??? no no no no no no no no no no no no no no kyler no
kyler where did you go what happened
kyler
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I...ehh....i...cant say...also happy bday...
@kylersartpace 🥺 ….tw/sh..?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
You could...say that...but worse...
@kylersartpace :( …
i'm glad your alive.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i sorry...
@kylersartpace no friend, dont be sorry. i'm sorry you been hurting so much and things been hard. to the point you tried.. 😞 Huggles 💜💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers i still really sorry...you no needed this on your bday...
