@bluelemon6419 ! Trying to talk to you and set up communication
@bluelemon6419 sorry I’m not sleeping but i found a glitch in the matrix! I’d like to continue our conversation.
I did try sleeping and have utilised methods that will kick in soon. Glad and hopeful though since stumbling on a place I’d have thought wouldn’t be permitted.
Hey Holly and Sun!
Just giving you guys a shout. Be well and I hope today goes well for you. I have my appointment tomorrow and will keep you updated. 💛
@blueLemon6419
18th!
I can imagine you are likely apprehensive and potentially overwhelmed. You got this.
Nothing done nothing gained. It’s difficult and painful to do but the gain is the payoff.
good luck tomorrow, I hope it goes well. Thinking of you
@blueLemon6419
how did it go today?
How you feeling?
idk how to get in contact with you other than via here so hope to see you around soon.
@LabeledBPD
Hey Holly, I just logged on to look for you. Today was draining but she is really really nice. She took her time explaining things and how it would work and how she's going to be giving me homework. I like her a lot. It felt like an interrogation for some parts but I think she will be a good fit. I feel really tired and a bit overwhelmed by everything but I think it's a good step for me. I spent some time with my friend after and I just cried a lot but it wasn't awkward. I go again next week so I just need to get my head settled for that. Thank you for checking in.
@blueLemon6419 same time next week, if not beforehand.
I couldn’t actually quantify how many mental health professionals I’ve interacted with, what stands out though is the one or two that are comfortable to be around yet dedicated in their ultimate goal. Make you a better off human.
i get the feeling from what you have said and how it went that you are engaging with such an individual. It’s so nice to hear it’s worked out like this. Week one and you are already at ease in difficult moments of crying around others, have goals of areas to be worked on and helped, have clear and rational homework and expectations. That’s so promising.
Are you prepared to do the work required blue?
@LabeledBPD thanks for the encouragement Holly. She has such a cool comforting vibe but still with that professional distance. Im thankful. Reading through the material is something. Some of it looks hard. Eventually Im going to have to write out some stuff in detail and im not looking forward to that but Im willing to put in the work. I can't continue to live how I have been. I am at the end of what I can tolerate and I really really need this to work. Its a lot but I am leaning into it.
🫂🫂💙❤️. So glad all went well. You did enter today slightly different. Much more wise and grounded with a balanced and mature outlook.
Idk what it was exactly but , it’s my interpretation.
the therapist i hope continues to be a source of progression in your life. You being so open with a stranger 🫂. This is all really nice to hear. 🙂
it throws you when a therapist or some psychological professional is so driven without getting caught up in the every day issues. I have confidence that she’s going for the dysfunctional issues and setting those as goals to work on. It’s not the most relationship creating dynamic but they one that results in the best outcome of progression.
Was thinking about you today and when mind permitting I was wondering what time a day it is for you, if you’ve been and how it’s going. Im happy I’ve met you and hope that we can support one another’s journey with the goal of becoming where we want to be. It’s insane we from different sides of the globe but you mean so much to me and yes our usage may decline and we interact less at we better our lives but it will definitely be something I look fondly on with pride. Until then blue🫂 thank you for being a part of this community
