a chat for keineahnung123 and ray 🙂
hey! how have you been? the holidays were so crazy i am happy they are over now. i am off work today so i am cleaning and rearranging my room. i think the change will be good for me mentally and emotionally. i’ve been feeling pretty good lately. im feeling less lonely. more eager to get out and meet someone new. march will be 1 year since my breakup so its def time to get back out there.
how are you feeling today??!
we got a little snow. it’s so nice 😊
@keineahnung123 lol i forgot the @ hahaha sorry
@raymond1203 heyyy omg i couldnt find the post lol, have seen a glimpse but then lost it hahaha. im glad you feel good and seem to be more over that breakup yayyy, actually its snowing A LOT atm here :)) and i love it, everything is white... How have you beeen these days, youve said better but we havent beeen chatting much lately. also have we talked about new years resoultuions? idk, but im kind of on track with mine, doing veganuary now and its actually not hard for me, have some good and easy recepies i like, i think my parents find it a bit weird haha but whatever. also i wanted to go jogging more, i wanna go 2-3 times a weeek, not exactly on it, have been jogging 2 times this year, but thats okayyish. i discovered how important pace is.i really have to tame mysalf and run SLOWW. so my heartrate doesnt go up. this way i dont have to stop and walk (feels disappointing everythime, eventhough ik its fine) and im not THAT tired at the end, and its much more enjoyable.just feels a bit weird, but its actually reccomended to run really slow so im doing everything right i guess. also got a smart watch (not a fancy one) for christmas and it helps to keep track of my heartrate and pace, but tbh i jst try to run as slow as possible lol.
hey. i’ve been a bit sad lately. i was really hitting it off with a friend but something abruptly changed and now she doesn’t talk to me. it rly stinks. i miss having friends. i haven’t had many since the breakup. and i realized that’s almost a year so i need to get back out there. i’m joining the gym. gonna start going after work. i have my bag packed. today might be day one. depending how work goes.
@raymond1203 hey, so sorry to hear that with your friend, it suck when youre getting mixed signal or dont talk to you anymore... maybe youll get it sorted out tho, but either way going to the gym is great. you have a good attitude, today might be day one. dont expect too much of yourself tho. But just starting is sooo good:)
yeah idk what’s going on with her. it’s all i’ve been thinking about. i don’t want to think like this i don’t want to be hurt by this. i tried reaching out and sending a message. i asked if something happened bc i feel like i lost my friend. i think she saw the message and laughed at me. she didn’t respond. i bring drinks into work for everyone and she didn’t take hers. she left it on the table. she knows she’s hurting me it just isn’t something she cares about. it’s cool i’ll be fine. just sad today.
@raymond1203 omg i just wrote a tex and then it disapperaed :/ have to start new. last thread got too long so startin a new one.
its good to have someone to rant to, thank you:)Â
i can imagine its annoying to see your ex on *** over and over. is it really bothering you? you could consider blocking her, just so you dont see her profile anymore. i dont think she could see it.
Valentines is a big thing in the us, isnt it? here not tooo much, people gift their partners flowers if theyre nice, but thats about it for most. what did you think of to give to the staff? Thinking of valentines day makes me think of a song lol. its a song by a german singer. she mostly makes songs with kinda sad/dark/deep texts (but in a good way, i love her music). The title is translated: " the love is dead" and she relaesed it last year on valentines day and i love that hahaha
@Keineahnung123 btw i just realized that the sun is shining?!?! lol last days felt like we were living in a clous, soo foggy and cold the whole time, no sun in sight. i think ill get ready, go grocery shopping, need to stock up on some vegan food lol, and i hove i can go for a jog before tutoring, at least the weather seems good and i haven been for a few days