Hey @Moon171
I can imagine how difficult it would be for you to accept yourself but also if you don't accept yourself first how could you expect from others to do the same ? ❤
It will be hard because we are wired to think of some things as good , acceptable , worthy of acceptance and others not so much . So maybe a good step is to begin changing this wiring and conditioning?
try and list things you feel you are unable to accept or don't seem good to you , then list why it doesn't feel acceptable to you . 9 out of 10 things would be something from outside conditioning what others , the people around have told you . Let these go and try and to rediscover yourself from the start, your likes, dislikes, your personality . Eventually someday you will be proud of keeping on going in this journey of self love and acceptance . And just believe in yourself, you're worthy of accepting and loving yourself as how you are . ☺