Vanlifer dec 13 Vanlifer forever

Day 71. This is my final vanlifer post.

I think this turned into a crazy journey of mental development for me. Many moments of losing my mind and finally getting a grip. I finally get it now. My entire life has been 100 percent run by poverty. It's like a super villain. Ive become a slave to it. I can't date who I want can't look how I want can't do what I want can't eat what I want can't be who I want. Because of poverty. That's what every problem of my life always comes down to. And what I realized is that I can defeat this monster. I can beat poverty but I have to acknowledge it. I can't run away from it. I can't distract myself from it. This is real. This is a real threat to .y life. So I don't plan having a place to live any time soon because poverty will never let that happen. I have to defeat this monster first then I'll be able to actually live. So this is my last vanlifer post. Thank you to all who Inspired me and gave me advice. Wish me luck.