Out of The Corner/In The World
Hi! Some of you might know of my other space here, In the corner. Or just, "the corner" in my head. This is the world! I.e this is me learning to "adult" (what?), get out of my comfort zone, accept my flaws, seek the positives in life, etc etc! My journey out of the comfort zone, basically. And it's going to be rocky, it's going to be real hard, and I'm going to end up in the corner venting about something more times than not, probably, but it's a step, I think.
Let's get out of the corner! (That was kinda cheesy!)
Life is weird but i have my hardest exam day after tomorrow and a flight on saturday and im just
im just existing rn tbh i mean what else sghdhshd
Somebody explain to my brain that i cant help everyone
Do what i want or what could help people? Yes, this is again about medical or not medical. Its a genuine question
@unassumingEyes They say half the battle is doing something you like and if you're doing something you like then that would be doing what you want right? Sometimes helping people doesn't have to be directly helping them? Idk maybe that doesn't make sense 😬
@mytwistedsoul no, it makes sense to me i think. there are diff ways of helping people. Sometimes it’s direct and sometimes not so direct but idk both seem important i think. Idk 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers Exactly! Like directly here's your prescription or indirectly "eyes built the program that runs this robotic scalpel" both good things in my opinion 😊
@mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers i get what yall are saying, my irl friend says the same thing. And then i go "yeah...youre right!" And then (tw?) someone passes away (last week) or someone else is hurt (this week) or something happens and i go "am i seriously not going to do something about this???"
I dont know, last night i was convinced id do medical because why would i be selfsih and not but today i woke up and thought, "isnt there another way?"
@unassumingEyes It's a tough decision for sure and both equally important.I can't see that either choice would really be selfish though because both would still be giving back to people and community 💜
@unassumingEyes Thank you for writing this. Nice job.
Anyone have any offline app recommendations for flights? I cant read btw i get sick xD
@unassumingEyes Hmmm I looked but I don't have any recommendations
@mytwistedsoul it’s so weird how we replied almost at the same time 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers 😂
@unassumingEyes No idea. I'd say Kindle but you said no reading 😅 when i fly i usually watch something in the in flight entertainment system but then my eyes get red like crazy 💀 the screen is too close
Ill come back here if i think of something
@unassumingEyes Google play has an app called offline games. It's supposed to have a bunch of mini games with it and says it's offline play. I'd maybe try it first to see just to be sure?
@mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers thank you! I did get some offline games apps but i fell asleep in the first flight xD maybe ill use them the second flight
And flowers! Theres no inflight entertainment system in this flight??? Can we sue xD
@unassumingEyes That's great! Glad you found some games and hey some extra sleep is always good and passes the time alot quicker! 😊 Have a safe trip!
@unassumingEyes Yay sleeping is always a good idea lol. Have a good second flight ❤️
lmao Eyes the selection in my country's airline ain't even that good? 😭 Wait sue who T-T lol
@mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers Sorry i kinda left you guys hanging 😭🤓
So i reached...obviously...spent the second flight playing games, it was nice. My dad booked me a *kids snack box* in the flight xD it had chocolates and jellies though so who am i to complain? Oh, and also a free colouring book :0
How are you guys? Being back in kuwait has me so emotional honestly i dont want to leave 🫠🫠
@unassumingEyes No worries! Although I have to admit my arms were getting tired 😁 (jk) Chocolates AND a coloring book?! Was your dad just having a laugh or did he just not think you might want an adult snack box lol
@mytwistedsoul 😂😂
I have no idea soul. He booked my *19* year old sister a kids snack box too xD and then the flight attendant said to her, and i quote, "Miss, you must have accidentally booked the kids meal. Do you want the chicken sandwich instead?" To which my sis very embarrasedly agreed and had the sandwhich
And then i had to look the same attendant in the eye and say "i'll take the kids box, thank you" ! XD who needs dignity when theres free chocolate? Plus the bix didnt mention what would be in it, i needed to know 😂
Thank you 🩷 wish i could put home in my pocket and take it with me
My physics exam result will be released tomorrow. I dont know who god is, but if you believe in him, pray for me! XD
@unassumingEyes Lol! That would be me too. At that point it would become a mission to know what's in the box. I wouldn't be happy not knowing 😂
@mytwistedsoul exactly!!
I got 93% in physics and 90% in english. Not good enough in moms opinion, but not something she can be mad about either. Also, i made no mistakes in english, sir just cut marks because hes supposed to??? XD
Thank you <3
My phone camera is veryyy bad i trust my sis is taking photos with her xD
@unassumingEyes I think those are awesome grades imo. I would have been over the moon with grades like that. But I do understand that parents just can't be happy with anything less than perfect. Although I would love to see the grades they would get if they had to do the work 😅
@unassumingEyes I really like that you're doing this. You may not know me personally, but I will try to keep up with your posts regardless, and tell you how I feel also, bc more likely than not, I am going to feel the same way, and hopefully this will help both of us!
ps: really like cheese!
@cyanSouth5012 thank you, i wish you luck with everything 🌟
Tw : mentions of religion (yeah that is a trigger for people okay for once im not overthinking the tws xD)
Oh, and by the way, i have nothing against any religion and my major criticisms are always for people who try to force religion on others NOT the religion itself so if youre looking for reasons to hate any religion: not here, buddy
Anyways
Mom watches videos about people who converted to islam alot. Today the man in the video was asked how he told his family that he was muslim.
He went "Well, i mean, i just sat them down at one point like you know, mom, dad, ive found the religion that feels right to me and thats islam. And sure it was awkward and kinda tense for a while i mean it must have been weird for them but yeah. We got through it"
And mom was there looking all touched and i just thought "hey, how about i speak up right now and say that im NOT a muslim anymore?"
Thankfully logic kicked in and i *didnt do that very stupid thing*
Me again
I was going to eat a brownie, sis was going to eat some chocolate. Sis has chocolate in one hand, phone in the other, for the past 15 mins. Shes just staring at it as she reads something very long with a very serious face.
I am this close to losing my appetite from watching her. Ive already asked twice whats wrong 😐