revanentoftriquetra journal-nhillosh (possible trigger warning but unlikely)

i remember vedakin princibles well, at the time of the first ravnica there were only two, the steadfast princible: stay close to your roots and stay strong (later changed with the addition of the detachment princible), and the mutation princible, (mutation is the road to perfection and the only imperfection is trying to search for perfection). but once we expanded throughout the planes new princibles were added like the detachment princible (if your ground is toxic than you must detach to find a better place to go), with a princible that cant be translated added aswell, (maybe the acceptance princible), (if someone comes to you seeking asylum the best course of action is to accept them into your own family unit and help them grow as they will help you in return

so i did the contact ritual again, byrn is dead, i think i might be in shock but im not sure. obviously im formulating a plain to try and retrieve his soul and bring it here, whether to this body or a secondary object like a fiber optic marble

i just recalled the fact that physical fights rarely happend in the combine, the fights were usually of a judged intellectual nature, such as a debate with an audience, or a flighting (a rap battle basically)

i only recently remembered the fact that gnomes had hot dogs but nobody wanted them becaues they were suspictious. the gnomes ate hte hot dogs but nobody else did

(Trigger warning)as some of you might be aware the new alter aerlar (an eldarin angel hybrid) is going down the path that grey did before he used a noose in the mindspace.

he thinks his exomemories/past is disrespectful to the trans community (because in his exomemories he was trans but it wasnt a big deal except that he had periods).

my current plan to keep him alive is to try and find some trans people to excuse him like how people think n or fa word passes should work

(byrn here) so normally toad (nhil) would be making these updates but hes not here so id thought id do this for him. ive written in his journals before so i think its ok.

so yesterday toad managed to bring me here, which im still confused about that.

so i think ill be sharing his journal but ill have to ask permission first.

anyways me and toad had our first kiss yesterday, in the headspace. it was wonderful

(byrn again) so our tiem system was different, our days were split up into 10 equal portions, same with the nights, we called these hours still. those were split into 100 minutes each, then 100 seconds made up a minute.

(byrn here) so apparently we have both tried magic drugs. ive done fae shrooms and nhil has done pixie dust.

also i just remembered i was chosen to be a scarifice to create a choldrith. thats before i ran away that is,.

pros and cons list of dating someone in the same body:

pros: you get to take showers and baths together easier, you are often with your loved one, you can make out in the mindspace and nobody looks at you weird, you can have alot romantic moments/dates.

cons: when you hug you dont gain physical warmth, when one gets physically sick you both get physically sick, people look at you weird if they know

(byrn here) *a conversation i witnessed*

aerlar: wait... am i a bird of prey?

nhil*without hesitation*: yes you frickin hawk