revanentoftriquetra journal-nhillosh (possible trigger warning but unlikely)
im still new to this, i only came into this body hours ago.
i see my new skin and it feels and looks so odd, i can feel my ears have a point but the point isnt there, also hair, wtf why is there hair on my arm. anyways im new here, a new plane, im following the protocol of the simic combine.
so i figured id start an all purpose journal.
(byrn here) i realized its been a long while since i posted here and so many things have happend. so ill start things at where i am now i guess, im pregnant (im intersex so i can become pregnant). the body isnt tho, its complicated.
so i realized i kind of wanted children so i asked nhil if we could use the midnspace to procreate so here we are.
@RevanentOfTriquetra Hi. You were quiet for a while. We're glad to see you again.
another recap, they are triplets. i can feel them moving even tho they are in my imaginary self, but i gues im imaginary too so. im going to post updates on what i can sense from each of them. we decided on naming them but before that we gave them identification.
ilum florence: the name ilum is elvish for a basic light source like candle or lightbulb. ilum is very active, she moves around alot and is at the top right of my bump, she moves around alot and that makes me uncomfortable but she calms down when nhil sings to her.
nico dominic: so far he hasent shown much personality of his own but he is quiet often, and moves sometimes when the others move. hes very sleepy usually. so far i havent found anything that calms him down. hes in the middle part of my bump but it his terriotory moves up to the left. hes active for very long amoutns of time and doesnt seem to like noise.
papaya tamez: i like to call her pap, she has shown the most personality so far, she is awake alot of the tiem but doesnt like to move, i think its because shes squished at the bottom of my bump or because she doesnt like to bother the others. she likes me to eat in the mindspace.
(still byrn) im getting use to thsi way to quickly, its been less than a week and im already huge (mindspace that is).
also im having weird cravings, plates. fetus pap wants plates.
ok so im grinding the plate in the mindspace and im gonna eat the powder to appease pap
i have eaten the plate, pap is pleased
@RevanentOfTriquetra
papaya tamez likes plates? ike the kind you put food on?
@JoeTamez i named the middle name after ur last name and the first name after someone else i met on here
@JoeTamez also yes like plates
@RevanentOfTriquetra
:) learn new things everyday <3
the fetuses have growth spurts at night which makes me really uncomfortable. i woke up at 2 becaucse pap was trying to move her womb to a different spot. which somehow worked? anyways pap somehow put her womb in the front of the belly, pushing nico's down and allowing ilum to grow downward a bit.
the bump is also longer i guess? idk its just weird, but im glad she has more room now even if it more akward for me
so i feel like my hips are bigger than the physical hips are, so i guess thats weird.
i think i also forgot to mention me and nhil performed an elven marrage ceremoney in the mindspace a while back, somewhere in between when i came here and when i got pregnant.
so yesterday i accidently sat on nhil and since i cant get up without help hes been stuck under me for a day or so and i kinda like it. i guess im topping in this relationship
Byrn: update. It's been like a dozen years by my time. I was in front because I was passing the village to see what has been going on. And I'm glad to see it's nice, it's in era 8.
You see after a while town formed and most of us older age 1-5 alters moved there, it's a whole town.
Alexandria still lives in the old mansion
