i wish for too much, dont I?
fearlessOak2441
February 20th, 2016
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i wish i didnt feel pity for myself anymore,
i wish i didnt have these suicidal thoughts anymore,
i wish i had some friends and i wasnt so lonely anymore,
i wish i was good at something in life so i could get a little bit of praise,
i wish i had some choclate to fill me with dopamine whenever i wanted,
i wish the monster inside me decided to leave and never come back,
i wish i wasnt left alone with my thoughts,
i wish i could be hugged right now,
i wish i had a pet
and to everyone who wasted their time reading this im terribly sorry, i wish i could give you the past few minutes back