in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{I keep seeing things in the corner of my eye or if I’m focusing on something else then right in front of me and I look and nothings there}

_4am

_{i saw a lizard. I’ve never seen a lizard before ever, I’ve seen a chameleon once it was so cool I could talk about it for so long. and a lot of grasshoppers :p and one time I saw an ant the size of a foot it was so huge for an ant and I screamed and I remember it so clearly it was ramadan and my brother was sick and he was sleeping and he woke up and he was like yeah it’s big but you don’t have to scream and wake me up.} 

_{I’ve been really wanting to run away} 

_{lalsljskwjdgegyd I really don’t know what I’m doing}

_4:28am 

_{you know I was thinking}

_maybe

_{i should start sleeping}

_{like a normal person}

_but

_see

_{the thing is}

_{i don’t want to}

_{and I’m scared to}

so.

_{I’ve had like 6 pieces of gum today I feel like it’s making me hungrier somehow} 

_{I’ve- never really understood systems :’) and now a lot of people are starting to say they think they’re part of one or something}

_{the friend that like you know left for months and left me wanting to st.ab myself} 

_sorry

_{yeah she was part of one}

_{she used to explain them really well or the best she could.} 

_4:45am

_5:00am

_6am

_7:00am