in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
then when I was even younger my aunt took me there- but she’s a doctor so. she took me cos something was wrong with my blood and one of my organs I think. everyone talked about it and me but ofc I barely knew anything.
literally tho. my heart feels like it’s trying to genuinely pop out of my chest and my whole body feels each beat and I hear it- so. loud. all over me. I get in so much pain in every part of me but I get numb at the same time. I black out- lights flash. my eyesight gets worse and blurry and dark. I hallucinate. i flashback and I see myself there again. my dads cursing my existence again brb.-
