@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
i'm so burned out, that i've just hit a depressing slump where i don't want to get up and do anything anymore, but i also have to because i have so many freaking exams this year that christmas can't be spent on wasting time doing nothing.
*dies*
....I need to talk.
@amiableBunny4016 *sitting with you and hugs* a day late :/ but I'm here now, Bunnybeaan!💛
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
it feels very.. lonely sunshine. it feels very empty. there is this weird weight of sadness and hopelessness. idk. especially with all the violence and crazy abuse going on at home it feels like i have no one.. and the new year and everything. its tiring.
@amiableBunny4016
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
:') *hugs if okay*
"...and when nobody wakes you up in the morning, and when nobody waits for you at night, and you can do whatever you want, what do you call it, freedom or loneliness?" - Charles Bukowski
you know when you forgive someone because its just the nice thing to do and there is too much pressure to do it. and then you decide to forgive them and make friends with them when you dont even want them in your life anymore, but they want to be in your life.
well i'm stuck in that situation now.
my teacher pulled me out the other day and said "you look really worried. are you okay?"
and i said that i was fine and suddenly she said that it was all going to be okay...
strangely it felt kind of nice to be noticed after forever irl.
i've been alive for 5,728 days.
yet it feels like i'm not really alive on the inside.
um.... slightly confused. but hey.... at least i made all my flashcards for paper 1....
some disclaimers/boundaries about this forum:
- sometimes my replies are dry as ***, sometimes i don't quiet have the energy, sometimes i won't quiet respond the way people expect. You can go back and read my posts, and you will find some dry messages xD I can't always be... present yk. I am the sort of person who will say things directly and I also try not to make anyone feel misunderstood or make them feel horrible/upset.
- I especially don't want to make someone feel like i don't want to talk to them because I am open to talking to people and have been for as long as I've been here. If i don't really know someone or haven't talked to them for a while it might make me nervous and it takes a bit of energy to get me into the conversation, but sometimes i'm in a difficult place to do it. please understand that.
- If you find anything hurtful or offensive (coming from me) you can tell me, I will openly apologise if i need to. Though if you don't want to be here then thats okay too.. i will only surround myself with people who want to be around.
- it takes time for me to open up to people... I post here for my own goodness and for my own sake. people can take what they like and leave if they don't want to be around me. if they want to be here, i welcome them with open arms. Whatever decisions I make outside of this website about my life, is my own. I'll share it when i want to share it.
:') idk what i'm doing anymore. i'm just..... done with it all.