@amiableBunny4016

*gentle hugs if ok*

take what you love, and come back with nothing. leave what you hate and come back pleading and screaming.

i've given all i could.

its my fault. i am the one who has been so *** selfish all this time

all you had to do was be my mother. mom was it that hard. you couldn't be a mother for one moment. just to tell me you love me. and even then you hated me.

if it was that hard to love me, i would rather never know who you are than know you hated me

you will get tired of me , i know it

i c a n t d o a n y o f t h i s a n y m o r e

*sitting with bunny*

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou @amiableBunny4016

*sits with you and Bunbun*

@LoveMyMoonflowers

💜

@amiableBunny4016

*sends lots of love for sweet Bunny* 💜

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

💜😭

I am not tired of you.

@Waterfallsofnature36

❤️

so much studying to do T-T all i do these days is study or be depresesed

I've lost most of my teens friends on 7cups. Very few are left.

And yk what

. I haven't even talked to a listener in such a long time. I have nothing left here.

And yk when I say I want to leave .. I want to quit. I can't do it anymore that life isn't for me.. that I want to give up. That I'm done that I'm tired everyone talks *** about how my feelings are valid and how important I am when all the *** they have of me is nothing. I have no meaning.

I feel like I've lost something

I forgot I exist.

Have I been replaced?

@amiableBunny4016 *sit with Bunny* 💙 You can never be replaced Bunny. What makes you feel this way?

@mytwistedsoul

Okay just ignore my crying. Idk. Maybe I am replaceable. Maybe I just feel that way. Or maybe I can tell myself the truth that I have been replaced. Why can't I be like everyone else T-T

@amiableBunny4016 Aww I hate to think that these thoughts have made you cry. Tbh I think we all have thoughts like that. We grow a part from friends by what we like vs what they like. Sometimes and this is the hard one - people don't know what to say. Maybe they've never gone through anything similar and have a hard time understanding and they distance themselves. Plus anxiety and depression have a way of feeding those thoughts and make them so much worse

For what it's worth - I'm glad you're you and not like everyone else 💙

@mytwistedsoul

🥺 idk soul. My mind just ... doesn't want to work anymore.. It just wants to shut down everyday and not do anything. And I feel even worse everyday. Everything hurting.

@amiableBunny4016 *hugs Bunny tight* It's because of everything going on. You just lost your father. You're being bullied in a bunch of areas. Home is abusive. It makes sense to me that your brain wants to shut down 💙

@amiableBunny4016 I know a really nice atl here - would you like me to see if she'll talk with you? No pressure either way though ok?

@mytwistedsoul

Idk. Oof. I don't need to burden ATL's . Its all cool. I'll be fine

@amiableBunny4016 I don't see it as a burden and I doubt she would either 💙 I mean - she puts up with me 😅

Sorry about the lost of your. Father bunny

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ITS MY FIRST CUPPAVERSY TOMMOROW AND IM *** DREADING EVERYONE IS GONNA BE TOO NICE

@amiableBunny4016

Sweet bunny deserves all the love and appreciation in the world 🥺💜

Almost 1 year of meeting the most *** person in the *** planet

1 year of my ***

I- I need someone. I .. I need to hold on to someone. I can't breathe. I'm- panicking. There is a fight at home and I've locked myself in my room . Wh-

@amiableBunny4016 *hugsss bunnyyy*

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

Sun... are humans.. objects? Or are we.. humans? What are we?

@amiableBunny4016 we are humans, bunn bunn!

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

No.. no sun. We aren't humans. Okay.. maybe you are. They are. But I'm not human sun. I can never be a human. I'm an object. And everyone drags me and pulls me and the walls of the house keep burning and I'm burning in it. And you know what? Everyone watches me burn. Even animals save one another? Because it's who they love. But no.. I'm not an animal.. I'm not a human.. I'm an object. I should have known all these years