Ouh bunwee 💕 we’re okie, it’s so so wonderful to talk to you too, you’re welcome and we’re so grateful to have you in our life 🥺❤️ *huge huggle wuggles* how are you feeling today?

@Fluffysheep8

Me is fineee ❤️ awwwww thank you. You so sweet ❤️💜 it's always lovely to talk to you and I appreciate all you do ❤️ your kindness means the world to meee. Always here for you ❤️ me is okay today . Just keeping alive and moving. Hehe.

Bunny

welcome back to cuow

@Waterfallsofnature36

cups

@Waterfallsofnature36

thank you! 💜 i appreciate you! 💜 glad to be back!

so funny how this post turned into 32 pages of my *** story.

having.....a...a... panic a- attack

@amiableBunny4016

nuuuu ): *sends emergency huggles*

Nonononooo

This is a message to myself and only to myself .

Bunny just *** get over it. What the *** are you going to do with your life like this with this whole mess and this tantrum and anger. Just *** suck it in okay? Stop making this *** life as *** as it already is. Just move.

When you could get over everything else why don't you *** this up and put it in the bin and your mind can *** deal with it because I can't bare to deal with it. Just .. *** this.

I would use caps but people follow this thread and I hate that they support me and I trigger them so instead I'll use *. This is to myself so *** this.

******bunny just *** get over it. Okay? I'm *** done with you. Just .. *****

***for damns sake. When I couldn't get over the *** family I had and started being that *** child I've always been in this abusive home why am I sitting here being a *** *** ***

Sweet Bunny, you're allowed to use your thread as you like always okie, if you'd rather use caps here, it's completely fine to do so, you're allowed to express your feelings. I understand some might feel triggered or uncomfortable with it but this is *your* thread, you come first! ❤

People who support you will continue doing so, no matter what, because you deserve all the kindness and love always! ❤

🧢A vv cool friendo shared another awesome way to talk in caps without actually talking in caps like this, works specially amazingly in chatrooms hehe, but again, this is your thread and you can express yourself the way you want to.🧢

🧢Please try being a lil kind to yourself in doing so okie, even in your lowest moments, specially in your lowest moments, you deserve your gentleness and kindness the most.🧢

🧢Love chu lots, shining buddy!🧢

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

Agreed 💛

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Lovely Nii buddy always dropping lil (huuuuugeeee) sprinkles of kindness all over the forumland!💛💛💛

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

And Sun buddy owlways being the bestest sun ever 💛 sprinkling such precious little reminders for us all 💛

@LoveMyMoonflowers 😭💛🤗

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

what a cuuute little gif 🥹💕

Oof

I hate this. Not 'this'. But the fact that I exist

Almost burnt myself. That was close. And man I'm feeling sick.

@amiableBunny4016

Nuuu bunwee ): *sends huggles* you okay?

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Totally okay like *totally*

@amiableBunny4016

:(

@amiableBunny4016

It's okay to not be okay, too.

@LoveMyMoonflowers

It doesn't matter anymore. I'm fine

I'm just gonna rant because why not?

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Feeling forgotten. Lost. Idk what to say or do. If I try to be nice they take it like I'm saying the worse thing ever. If I try to stand I fall down. If I be myself I can't be myself because I'm a fool. If I'm human I don't deserve to be one. Feeling sad. Feeling empty. Feeling angry. If I let my anger out they call me an anger monster or something like that (that has happend on 7cups a longgg time ago) . If I scream they call me crazy and mental. If I'm not good enough I can never be good enough. Feeling confused. Feeling negative. If I feel bad they tell me to be positive and the same old ***. If I'm confused they tell me that I'm stupid. What do I *** do. What do you *** want. If I'm useless then I totally am. If I'm worthless then I totally am. If I'm *** then I totally am ***.

Bro if I'm not positive why is that anyone's problem 😭 like wtf . My mom.

Me who plays around with matches to light a candle but then accidentally burns myself a little 😭

@amiableBunny4016

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Mhm

To fit in I have to dress nice without looking ugly have a perfect face and be extra thin, eat healthy, be happy, not have depression, be interested in social media and follow their standards. Absolute ***.

And then if I'm not pretty enough. Then I'll get body shamed for being too thin

I absolutely think and know I'm fine

Oh my.. do you wanna know something amazing? I'm depressed. Such a big deal isn't it? That you make fun of me and then assume it won't hurt.

@amiableBunny4016

felt..

@LoveMyMoonflowers

......

@amiableBunny4016

I'm sorry.

I hate people too . As well as myself

When they tell me to go do something that can cause harm to me: 😄 I'm totally (not) up for it