Scattered Thoughts
Thought it might be a good idea to have my own thread where I can think things out and rant without feeling guilty about invading other peoples spaces.
@NoneTheWiser @mytwistedsoul
I feel stuck here but pretend Im sitting with you both— cool
@NoneTheWiser @mytwistedsoul
Thank you. The support helped/helps a lot-- I've been feeling bad about how little I've responded to things on your threads. I know I'm not obligated but I still want to be doing it
Sigh same apologies for the same issues-- I'm sorry
Why can't I just listen to what you tell me is okay and quit apologizing for every little thing
@ThePizza Hey M - try not to feel bad - You have alot going on in your life - there are no expectations. I do inderstand the feeling of - well you want to reply - you think you should reply but you end up not. It doesn't mean you care any less - just means - Idk - you just aren't in a good enough place to do so. And it's ok - ya know? You take care of you.
Be gentle with yourself and your thoughts
Why is life so hard though.
Been feeling pretty cloudy the past couple of days. Wrenched out of the present, almost. Well-- wrenched out of something. I don't know what. Echoes
Also been stuck on things recently
I feel like I have a lot to say but nothing is coming to the surface
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@mytwistedsoul @NoneTheWiser @admaiorasemper
Youre in my thoughts (the good ones 
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Ive been stumbling across the randomest of songs lately— another one from a musical/play?
Let It Out from TGWDLM (look up the synopsis, I found it interesting)
You are in mine too @ThePizza and I am sorry to hear you have been feeling constantly sad lately...
I am sharing with you a song that I find so painfully beautiful
Yeesh they
@ThePizza Funny you should say that M - I was thinking the same thing.
How are you?
Welp
I'm stuck in a sad, dead end job, and my "friends" who repeatedly tell me they're there for me don't have time, unless they need me to do something for them. I'm fat and no amount of working out has remedied that. The last time I had a date, she exclaimed "Ew are you kidding" and left. I don't even have the energy to end it.