Romans Ranting Room
So idrk how to explain feelings n stuff well it usully just comes out as anger tbh 😕
anyway i dont feel like im in a very good place in my head just now. Im just not a good person tbh. Im to stupid to do stuff right in school n im always failing or gettin in trouble. I dont realy have friends at school anymore exept 1 friend. Idk how to talk to ppl good 😕.
Home life should be good but i always mess evrythin up with my moods n bein a brat. Iv been in foster care all my life cos even my parents didnt want me. Thats affecting me a lot rn for some reason idrk why. Anyway now im just burden to foster carers n social work n my care manager, they wouldnt have to deal with my bs if i just hadnt been born. Nobody would have to deal with moods or my tempers n i wish evry1 irl would just leave me alone before i just drag evry1 down with me. 🙁
Im gona leave cups
@DarkerPlaces no please dont, we just talked ab this, pls romey, we all want u here
Ppl dont want me here
@DarkerPlaces I want you here.
No yall dont
@DarkerPlaces I want you here.
Rome did you know I think about you every day? Because you’re my friend. And I’m not a good friend and almost never know how to help anyone. But you’ve helped me before and you mean a lot to me even though we don’t talk all the time anymore. :') i do want you here…. it really kills me to see you get hurt and then get punished here for getting hurt. It’s absolutely stupid and it’s not fair.
*** cups
@DarkerPlaces hey, pls lets talk, im sry u got hate
No *** cups they can get to *** after this soz bye
@DarkerPlaces hey, he's just one person, all of us want u here, i rly hope u change ur mind romey, ur my bestfriend
Well mod muted me so *** cups
@DarkerPlaces I'm sorry romey, I really wanna talk to u, I hope ur ok now
@DarkerPlaces
I dont get why im muted when i dint do nothin
@DarkerPlaces romey omg i was worried ab u
Im still muted cant post in groups anymore
I dint even do anything
@DarkerPlaces i agree. you really didn’t. it’s stupid they muted you.
@DarkerPlaces i know, im sorry
This sorta thing happens all time tho like ppl just hate me
we don't hate you 🥺
Its same at school i always get the blame
@DarkerPlaces :( you don’t deserve that. *hugs if okay*
@DarkerPlaces im gonna cry idk what to do, TW----my mom keeps screaming cuz she's in pain and my dad is crying and they told me to stay in my room and idk what to do, i triggered someone in sr and now i feel really guilty. im having a panic attack, everything sucks rome.
Hey soz whats happend? Im soz about ur mum i real hope evrythings ok hugs what happend in sr r u ok?
@DarkerPlaces TW -----she fell, and now she's screaming, and my dad started crying told me to stay in my room, im real overwhelmed, hope ur ok tho
i told some1 ab it in sr and they got triggered and now i feel guilty, i wasnt thinking straight should've added a tw
Aw dw u were overwhelmed n its easy to forget tw dont feel bad n im sorry i hope ur mums ok n evrything
@DarkerPlaces thx rome, hru? u ok?
@DarkerPlaces im tryna distract myself rn so im in tcr and also painting, i hope ur not sick anymore
I feel a lot better now tbh just a bit tired but im fine now n il b unmuted in about a hour so il be in tcr then
@DarkerPlaces that's great im glad ur better now
Yeah im ok thx just hope ur ok
@DarkerPlaces hey romey, i wanted to check up on u, are u alr?
Hey thx yeah im fine just cups feels weird idk
@DarkerPlaces yeah, i get it :(
@DarkerPlaces
rome buddy…? empty bio…..? Did something happen :(
i'm a little worried about u.
Why
@DarkerPlaces why what buddy? *sits with you*
@DarkerPlaces what's up rome?
Nothin just idk why im here
@DarkerPlaces :(
@DarkerPlaces do u wanna talk about it?
The more im on cups latley the more i relise its just same as irl n aint acc got freinds here ether
@DarkerPlaces romey, u know im ur friend, i just try not to overwhelm u and respect ur personal space, but im ur friend and i care ab u lots
@DarkerPlaces no pressure to read/respond.
this place certainly does feel a lot like irl at times. we are dealing with/talking to real people after all. these are just screens we look at and words we read but people irl are behind them 💜
i'm sorry it feels like you don’t have any friends here rome. i do see you as a friend of mine and like a brother at times, but i understand it may not always be the same for you. 💜 *sending a hug if okay*
hope i didn’t overstep or anything 💜 this is supposed to be your safe corner.