Romans Ranting Room

@Darkerplaces if u ever wanna talk romey, im here for u, always.

@DarkerPlaces no one thinks its dumb, its just a troll, i hope ur ok romey, istg i aint just saying that, ur idea is awesome and i wish i had a nutella flavoured cucumber rn

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i cant do this anymore i needa leave this just all just makin me see what im realy like n i cant deal with this iv acc fr been in crisis for a while ngl even yesterdey n i cant anymore i needa leave soz tc 

I had basketball training, just got home, it went really well, i hope ur ok romey, sending hugs if ok

hii bbq, i wanted to check up on you, and lyk that im home frome my grandma thankfully it was horrible but i got thru it.

Somethins realy bugging me n i cant tell any1

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hey rome, 

im hoping my message is still here and that your reading it right now. because late they’re gonna be deleting all my posts including this one. a lot of things will be erased which makes me sad but like i keep saying, there are some things i need to do which is why im leaving. 

as usual, when i write notes, or letters, or journal entries even, idk how to begin it or what to say at the beginning. you’ve been one friend who has stuck with me through thick and thin, so there’s a lot i have to say about you tbh. im hoping all the things i’ve appreciated about you but never told you directly will come out here. i hope so anyways lol. 

im really grateful for you, rome. i’m really grateful for your life. that you exist. that you are, just, you. thank you for being here, for choosing to be here. you’ve been such a blessing to me. and not just to me, im sure of that. so thank you. 

for the funny memories, for the times we both laughed so hard. i won’t ever ever ever forget any of the memories we have made together. we have ruled the empire together, we have stolen cheese and cakes and food together lol… as food gangsters. lmao. you have been rome buddy to me, you have been master rome, king rome, emperor rome, rome twinsie, rome-meow… lately you’ve been squirrome. lol. so many memories coming back now, it’s hard to just pick only a few. 

but there weren’t just funny memories. there were times you weren’t doing okay or i wasn’t okay or maybe we both weren’t okay. you’ve always, always showed me you cared about me and despite what your brain might tell you, you’ve been a great friend to me. seriously. thank you for cheering me up, thank you for caring, thank you for everything honestly. rome… thank you for being… rome. for being yourself. i’m so glad i got to be your friend. lucky, really. i’m grateful. 

so… thank you. for being my friend. and for being like a brother to me too, sometimes. a little brother sometimes, someone i wanted to hug and protect. a twin brother other times, because while we are different in some ways, we are so similar in other ways. other times… you’ve been a big brother. so thank you. for being not only a friend but a three-in-one brother too lol. 🤪 dude do you remember the asian-english thing? i don’t remember the word you invented 😭 it was back when i was a newbie and we were like we are asian-english siblings 😎 lol. oh wait. aiglish… that was what you called it smh 🤦🏻‍♀️ lol. 

💜 i’m sending hugs if okay and lots of love. you mean and have meant so much to me. your one of those friends i think about every day and i’ll continue to think about you every day. 

i may come back. and if i come back im expecting you to be here lol and ill annoy you even more than before. but, there is a chance i may not come back. but i promise im going to be okay. i am okay. one way or another. i’m not gonna tell you what im gonna do exactly, i don’t want you to worry though. i’m okay. i’m safe. 💜 

i hope you will be too. i hope you’ll be okay and safe. i hope you’ll try to take care of yourself. i’ll be thinking of you. 

i remember one time you said these words made you uncomfortable but this one time i don’t care lol, it’s just the truth. :P Ni friend loves you. friend way, but still. A lot. you have no idea. 

💜 

from your friend, the comfort dictator, fellow lazy cat, crazy twin, the empress of planit and plaromet, just a random teenager… 

Ni. 

P.s. i realised i probably only said like 75% of what i wanted to say…. there is so much more i can’t put into words rn lol. I’m not good at words 😝 but it’s okay, i’ll tell you everything else when i come back. i’ll try to come back. 

hey bbq, i just wanted to check up on u, are u ok?

Heyy bbq

how are you?

IM really sorry u wasnt feelin ok this morning

hope you feel better now

cant wait for mindful minutes

sending lots and lots of hugs if ok<3

hiiii bbq

how are you ?

i missed you lots

hope your ok

sending hugs and pasta