Pieces of the Jigsaw
Hello there, I am Everlee, a teenager who is struggling with a couple of issues. I just want my thoughts to be somewhere and that's why I am starting this thread. I don't mind having comments on this thread as long as they are supportive. :)
There might be some triggers in my posts, so please be careful of not triggering yourself and read further at your own risk. Have a great one!
@Everlee
you got this everrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!😭✨
@coldbreeze00 Lmaoooo thanks so much, breezy freezy! 😭
@Everlee
if you ever need help with anything do poke me😃🍫
@coldbreeze00 Aw I wish I could tell you how much that meant to me 😔🤍
@Everlee
omg plis no way too early to cri😔😔😔😔 *bear hugs* 😔😔✨✨
@Everlee
way too late to cri now😔😔💔💔💔
@Everlee
its okay perfect time will be here soon dw😔😔💔💔
@Everlee
time to cri ever😀✨⛈
@Everlee
besties🤡🤝🤡
You're laced inside my mind
I'm holding on, I know it's wrong
But I can't see your side
And everything has changed
You're only in my brain
I can't seem to let this be
But I guess I'll refrain
@Everlee
Hey Everlee! I can definitely feel a lot of pain and longing from this, and it’s hard when you try to hold onto something that you know is wrong to keep by your side. It’s not easy, but we’re here to back any decisions you make, because having a group by your side makes the risks seem less dire ❤️
@selflessSpruce1515 Hello Spruce, I appreciate your response! I was just listening to the song "In my head" by Peter Manos and felt like adding a post with the lyrics here, all of the colored italic posts in this thread are some lyrics to my fav songs hehe! Thank you so much for your kind words though, they mean a lot to me. c:
@Everlee
oooOoOoooOoO you’re in my head and I keep on forgetting 😔✨
@Everlee
Sorry you’ve had to relate to this :’) *hugs tight* 💕
*yes im back with my is ever ever around im annoying ok😔*
I can't stop myself from thinking about it. It makes me sick that I can't even control myself. I'm horrible. I just want to scream loudly, I am so fucking tired. Why does this need to happen always? Why can I not just sit and be happy? Why is this so damn hard? I want this to end and never start again like it always does. I can't be like this anymore. I don't want it to repeat. I can't do this, I just can't. I need a fucking change, a miracle or whatever, I NEED it, I can't hold this anymore. I wanna be normal, what does it take to be normal? WHY AM I LIKE THIS? CAN ALL OF THIS NOT END ALREADY? UGH JUST DO WHAT YOU ALWAYS DID, IF EVERYTHING IS REPEATING THAT SHOULD REPEAT TOO. HAPPY RELAPSING BITCH.
@Everlee
Aww, that really shows the importance of opening up. Trust me, I'm a victim of this *all* the time, more times than not. Thank you for bringing this common issue into the light, Everlee, because everyone deserve the chance to open up before they end up supporting others instead of yourself. ❤️
Of every bit of beating heart that I had
Whatever I had
I finally sat alone
Pitch black flesh and bone
Couldn't believe that you were gone
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
Bro lol I am telling you that I'm not well and you still continue to rant and talk about your shit. Then you even expect me to forcefully listen and be there for you and after 30 minutes, you are sleepy and you want to go so you expect me to be okay because you are done talking about yourself like how can I be okay when I am having this constant urge to bang my head against the wall or to slap the shit out of you.
