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LoveMyMoonflowers July 25th, 2023

Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')

Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.

*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 31st

i feel sick 

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 31st

…….

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VictoriaLove7 June 1st

@LoveMyMoonflowers

How's Nii? 🌙🥧🥺 🌈🧸

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 1st

@VictoriaLove7

i’m ok right now i think friend <3 trying. thank you. how’s you?

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VictoriaLove7 June 2nd

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Me is vv glad that Nii 🌙🥧\(^-^)/ is okie. Rainbow bear 🌈 🧸 is also okie physically, hehe ☺

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 1st

I feel bad for replying to people on here so late…. late replies are kind of my signature now 😭

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VictoriaLove7 June 2nd

@LoveMyMoonflowers

/ᐠ ᴖ⩊マ Ⳋ🌙🥧\(^-^)/

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VictoriaLove7 June 2nd

@LoveMyMoonflowers

That is okie, Nii 🌙🥧🌈🧸☺

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 3rd

n o  m o t i v a t i o n 

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VictoriaLove7 June 3rd

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Nii 🌙🥧\(^-^)/ hugss if okie

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 3rd

@VictoriaLove7

*hugs* thankies rainbow bear 

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mytwistedsoul June 3rd

@LoveMyMoonflowers sending motivation your way! 💙

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 3rd

@mytwistedsoul

thank you Soul 💜 i have exams tomorrow :( and the day after… 

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mytwistedsoul June 3rd

@LoveMyMoonflowers I guess it's that time of year for those 😝 Maybe study for 15 minutes and then take a break? 

Good luck on your exams! 💙

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 3rd

@mytwistedsoul

lol i've been studying and preparing for more than 15 minutes 😅 A few hours now. but it’s ok. I’m working on math the most because I’m not the greatest in math :') 

thanks Soul. 💜 

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 3rd

um - studying with a few breaks in between lol 🤪 

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mytwistedsoul June 3rd

@LoveMyMoonflowers Lol sounds like me 😁 Ugh math is just horrible. I hate math and it hates me. It's one of those subjects I had such a hard time understanding 😞 always made me feel stupid 


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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 3rd

@mytwistedsoul

Math really is horrible. tbh… i actually think part of why a lot of people have a hard time understanding it is because of the teachers. a lot of teachers don’t really care about teaching/don't really love teaching, sadly some teachers don’t care about their students much. It's okay to not be to so good at some subjects, we are all different with different strengths and weaknesses and that’s ok 💜 but i think the teachers and how they teach definitely has a big role in whether or not their students understand the concepts/material. :') On top of that… oftentimes there is so much pressure at home to do well in every subject… :') I wish people realised that academics doesn’t always determine intelligence. 

I’m sorry you had a hard time with it too Soul :( but i understand what you mean about feeling stupid :/ 💜 *Sending hugs your way if okay* It might feel like it sometimes but i promise your not stupid. 💜 

For me… i have my older brother who's pretty good with math and he helps me whenever i have trouble with something. 💜 which is helpful. :') 

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mytwistedsoul June 3rd

@LoveMyMoonflowers I have to agree with you there on the teachers. Some of them don't even seem to really like kids let alone the subject they're supposed to be teaching. I also have dyscalculia so that doesn't help 😕 I didn't know that's what it was at the time. But Omgosh teachers would yell and berate


 And I do think parents put too much pressure on getting those good grades. You're absolutely right grades don't determine intelligence at all and some people's strengths are in non academic areas
Thank you for the hugs 💙 and for saying I'm not stupid - sometimes I do feel that way - I. sorry you feel like that too. 😞 You're not stupid either - I hope you know that 💙 

Oh! Way to go big bro! I think that's awesome that he helps you when you're having trouble with it! 😊

sending big hugs your way! 💙💙

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 3rd

@mytwistedsoul

The yelling and berating is just stupid. :( The student isn’t stupid - the yelling and all that *** is. it’s so pointless for them to yell at the student about it… :') How is that going to solve anything. :') it’s pointless and even more than that it’s hurtful and it can stick with us… 😞 the world needs more teachers who actually love teaching and care about the subject their teaching, and more importantly, care about their students. 💜 i think. :') 

Exactly 💜 every child has different gifts and parents should be more concerned about their children's wellbeing. The crazy amount of pressure doesn’t help :( 

thank you for saying I’m not stupid either. 💜 I said you’re not stupid - because you aren’t Soul. You are intelligent and amazing and a wonderful human being in your own way 💜 …I really wish you could see that in yourself. :') all the amazing things I and so many others see in you. 💜 But… it's like the way i can’t see some things you and some other people on here say about me. Most of the time it’s like our brains go “Nope! that’s definitely not me lol” and like you said once… um - like our brains blowing raspberries. 🤪 Imagining a brain blowing a raspberry is… interesting but it feels so true tbh lol 

Yeah. 💜 And my brother wants to be a teacher. he's going to college in like… 2 months.

*Hugs* 💜 thank you 💜💜 Lots of love to you Soul friend 




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mytwistedsoul June 3rd

@LoveMyMoonflowers I think teachers probably get frustrated and take it out on the students. Not all of them - just the ones that maybe make the teacher work alittle harder. It does stick with you. I guess I was kind of used to it even before school tbh so hearing it at school was just confirmation for my brain


I know exactly what you mean about not seeing in ourselves what others see. You give that head shake nope and then sort of look around to see if maybe someone else is actually who they're talking about. Brain says well pretend you didn't say that 😅

I think a lot of parents expect their kids to go to college and they look at success as being accepted at the best school majoring in medicine or law. Something prestigious and important. Happiness becomes an deniable myth that will be granted when you achieve what your parents desire of you. Almost like their pride in their kids is supposed to what starts happiness 

Hey that's great that your brother is going to be a teacher! Does he have a specific subject he wants to teach or is he going for a specific grade level? 
Thank you for hugs and love 💙💙😊 
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No brain blowing raspberry gifs. I feel so let down 😂
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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 3rd

i’m done for today…

my mind is clearly distracted and not math-ing right now. @_@

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 3rd

i just closed the tab with the practice test in it… and went back just to check.

and now all my progress… gone poof. 

i didn’t even finish the entire practice test yet…

but i’m not doing those problems all over again tomorrow before the actual thing lol. i’ll just start with the problems left :') 

😭 it sounds so confusing and silly when i type it here 

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justmeeva June 3rd

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 3rd

@justmeeva


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Ni friend believes in you too Eva bean 💗 we can do this 💗 

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 3rd

these aren’t even finals… they are kind of like entrance exams. :') for an online academy thing. 

after these exams i have to take a cognitive ability test. 

:') 

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 3rd

they call them math “problems” for a reason, don’t they… 

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@LoveMyMoonflowers 🤣😭🤣 Yasss!

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mytwistedsoul June 3rd

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou 😂😂 facts! 

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@mytwistedsoul hehe!😂😭

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VictoriaLove7 June 4th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Hihi so true, Nii 🌙🥧☺ 

All the math stuff I learned in high school are not being used at all when I study in college 🤭 

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VictoriaLove7 June 6th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Nii 🌙🥧 \(^-^)/

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP June 7th

Uh. hi.