Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
do you ever just sit there and think about how much you hate yourself like… :')
i exist D: why do i exist D:
idk. everything… every little thing. every emotion, every word, everything… is twisted and fed to the old self-hatred monster in the corner. :') they just keep getting bigger and bigger every day.
sitting here in the corner with the monster, in the darkness because after a while it just becomes your home.
:')
@justmeeva
glad you’re okie right now friend 💙 idk how i am 🤷🏻♀️ i’ll pass…. :') thank you though 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awe okay, here(ish?) if you need me 💕
@justmeeva
thank you friend 💕 it’s okay i’m fine :') 💙 *hugs*
i’m a mess .
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙 🥧 is an awesome person, & not a mess 🥺
@VictoriaLove7
*hugs for rainbow bear if okay* 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugss Nii 🌙🥧🤗*
@VictoriaLove7 @LoveMyMoonflowers
i can help with the last one :0 ✨
@justmeeva
chanellllllll 🥺💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mhmsss ✨💕
@justmeeva
Hehe, Eva ☺ ≽ ^ • ⩊ • ^ ≼
my teeth hurt.
@LoveMyMoonflowers oh noes what happened, Niibuddy? :0
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
idk sunnie :') ni friend has braces it’s kinda usual but it hurts a bit more tbh. 💜 *hugs if okay*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Aw yeah braces can cause a lot of discomfort and pain, but it should subside over time, a little. How long has it been for you? :0 If this is more recurring though, might help to check with your orthodontist.
Did they suggest you any pain relieving medicines or any at-home-quick-relief remedies?👀
I hope the pain subsides super soon. *hugs back* 💛
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
yeah :') 💜 it feels a bit better now, thank you… kinda better lol. 💜 ouh what do you mean? :o like when me got my braces on? i got them in july 💜
i usually see my ortho every month but she’s on a maternity leave so i had to see a different ortho in february. for some reason he said i wouldn’t have to see him this month 🤷🏻♀️ so my next appointment’s with my usual ortho in april…
yep they did but i’m just stubborn i don’t take the meds lol 😅
thank you friend 💜 *keeps hugging* how’s you today? :o is you feeling okie? :') 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Yes the braces, ooh and I see, been quite a few months already. I'm glad it's kinda better now.💛
Ah I see, good to have those regular check-ups, but I also meant like just poking them randomly too xD to recommend any medicine or relief when the pain becomes unbearable. (':
Smh! Meds can be total eww but prescribed for a reason :P sometimes just a little gulpy gulp can be helpful too, Niibuddy, I hope you do take them, so it can help allieavate some pain!💛
I'm doing okie, yes hehe and today is going alright, v chill. I made a fruit smoothie bowl which was v yum and the highlight-ish for today. XD
How's today going for you?
We are soon into the weekend yayy!🥰
welp.
*** me.
triggered *** *** *** wtf Ni
isn’t it fun when you think all the *** your brain tells you has been proven true?
that didn’t make any sense but oh welp
im just real weird.
the self-hatred monster is feasting on this lmao.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧 me hope you be kind to yourself 🥺
@VictoriaLove7
awwe that picture is vvv cute 🥺💕 me thinks i’ve seen it before hehe, but still vvv cute. 💜 thank you friend 💜 i’m trying :') idk
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yess, it is cute ☺ me hopes Nii 🌙🥧 trt to not be too hard on Niiself 🤗🌈🧸
@VictoriaLove7
mhm… trying…